"I'm the only survivor from my class, too."
Wei, of course, meant the Jedi Purge. But oddly enough, he wasn't that bitter about it anymore. It was the deaths of his family that drove him to drink now.
"It's not surprising that your training would be so cutthroat, though. Empires have risen and collapsed throughout galactic history, and nearly all of them were like that. The Sith were in charge of those Empires back then, and before their so-called "Rule of Two" people looking to become Sith would come in droves to slaughter one another for the sake of power."
Wei shrugged. "I never understood the fascination with power. Why not be content to live a simple life? Fighting to gain power, then fighting to keep it. Never made much sense to me."
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"Wei, is it true you're a cripple?" One of the younglings asked him.
"Cripple?"
"Yeah, I heard the Jedi Masters say you were crippled. What's that mean?"
"It means," a Padawan piped up, "that he's handicapped in some way. His growth is stunted. But that's ok. Master Yoda has his gimer stick, but he's as powerful a Jedi as they come."
"But Wei doesn't have a stick. How is he stunted?"
Wei had never felt so small.
"It doesn't matter," the Padawan said. "Now, come along. it's time to practice. Everyone get a ball, and we will drill pushing it to each other using only the Force. This skill is very important, because it will help you retrieve something that is out of reach. For intsance, if you ever find yourself disarmed and can't reach your lightsaber, you can use this ability to call it to you. Please, go ahead and try."
Wei got into position and turned on his lightsaber.
"No lightsabers, Wei. It's not time for that."
Wei grew anxious. but he was supposed to always have his lightsaber. "But I was told to always have my lightsaber on when I drill."
The Padawan wasn't impressed. "Off. Now."
Wei gulped, but extinguished the saber anyway. As the blade disappeared back into its hilt, Wei's mind retracted back into his skull. The ball stood in the middle of the floor between him and his partner.
"Now Wei, I want you to pick up the ball with the Force, and float it to your partner."
Wei reached out a hand and silently pleaded that the ball would move. It didn't budge. The little boy scrunched his face up tight and concentrated on the ball. He pictured it in his mind as he was taught to do, but still it would not lift into the air.
"Wei, you've been practicing this all month. I was told you're pretty good at it. Don't get discouraged. Take a deep breath and remember, There is No Emotion. There us Peace."
Wei tried for five minutes, and yet the result was the same. No longer able to bear the stares of his fellows, Wei drew his lightsaber, and pressed the button. There was the ball! He could find it after all! Wei felt his fears melt away. The ball floated into his partner's waiting hands.
"Sorry. I know no lightsabers, but I just couldn't do it!"
The Padawan said nothing. "I see. Crippled."
"That's how he's crippled!" The Youngling from before said. "Wei Wu Wei is a Force Cripple!"
Wei had never felt more ashamed.
"I probably wouldn't have lasted long in your training, to be honest."