Ilias Nytrau
Apr 3rd, 2014, 07:25:57 PM
...but I need to do this. Sorry, my lovelies.
It's become apparent to me that I need to seriously cut back my commitment to RP (I write in two other places, you all know this!), as it is interfering with the rest of my life, and my ability to prioritize - I guess the concept of 'RL is more important' never really stuck. Added to that, my mental health has been suffering lately from the unyielding pressure of too many things on my plate. Lastly, I love you guys, but the fact is I've not really enjoyed writing here in a long time. It feels more like a chore than an enjoyable hobby, like an obligation instead of something I really want to do... but I've tried hanging on for the sake of all of you and our plans and the relationships between our characters and I've not done a very good job of it. I've been inconsistent, frequently absent, even avoidant.
I'm not certain if this is permanent. Knowing me, it might not be. But suffice to say... for the foreseeable future, I will not be writing here at 'Fans. I can still be found on AIM, Facebook, and so on. Primarily Skype, these days, for a huge hint. Please don't hesitate to ask me how I'm doing, because gods know I need the support. I need to be taking better care of myself.
Love, hugs, fluff, and stuff.
-Kaman
It's become apparent to me that I need to seriously cut back my commitment to RP (I write in two other places, you all know this!), as it is interfering with the rest of my life, and my ability to prioritize - I guess the concept of 'RL is more important' never really stuck. Added to that, my mental health has been suffering lately from the unyielding pressure of too many things on my plate. Lastly, I love you guys, but the fact is I've not really enjoyed writing here in a long time. It feels more like a chore than an enjoyable hobby, like an obligation instead of something I really want to do... but I've tried hanging on for the sake of all of you and our plans and the relationships between our characters and I've not done a very good job of it. I've been inconsistent, frequently absent, even avoidant.
I'm not certain if this is permanent. Knowing me, it might not be. But suffice to say... for the foreseeable future, I will not be writing here at 'Fans. I can still be found on AIM, Facebook, and so on. Primarily Skype, these days, for a huge hint. Please don't hesitate to ask me how I'm doing, because gods know I need the support. I need to be taking better care of myself.
Love, hugs, fluff, and stuff.
-Kaman