Another news bulletin..

[Cardinal Aiyalin]

Well everyone, I have some bad news.

On Saturday I went to the ER because I started bleeding pretty badly, and I miscarried the baby.

I don't think I'll be on for a while, though I might pop in and out. I'm going to take some time and relax away from it all. Have a Happy Thanksgiving, and be safe.

Love always,
Jen

[Lilaena De'Ville]

:hug I'm so sorry to hear that Jen. :( Take some time and rest and recuperate... miscarriages are hard emotionally and physically.

:hug:hug

[Navaria Tarkin]

:hug

I don't know what else to say :(

[Hart]

I hope you start feeling better soon, Jen.

[Charley]

:(

[Loklorien s'Ilancy]

I'm really sorry to hear about that :( Take things easy for the next few weeks :hug

[Vampyre Dalamar]

:hug Very sorry to hear it. I'll pray for you and hope you fell better.:(

[Loki Ahmrah]

:(

[Devon Russels]

Originally posted by Navaria Tarkin
:hug

I don't know what else to say :(

[Morgan Evanar]

Oh geez. :(

[Master Yoghurt]

Thats so depressing, I dont even know what to say :(

[Dasquian Belargic]

Speechless :( :hug

[Dark Lord Rivin]

:hug :(

[AmazonBabe]

:cry!

:hug

[Sorreessa Tarrineezi]

:hug

[Cardinal Aiyalin]

Thank you everyone :).

Like everything, time heals all wounds. It's amazing the amount of loss you feel even though you've never even held the child, nevermind seen it. I feel the loss of what could have been my child and it hurts. I've moved into the anger part of the healing process... now I'm angry because I wanted this child so much, I could have (and still will, eventually) been a good mom. This happens to me, when crack heads and people who dump their children in dumpsters can seemingly pop kids out without a problem. How is that fair?

I guess life isn't necessarily fair, but the good news is that I have a 90% chance of having a normal second pregnancy. The only thing I need to conquer now is the fact that I can't sleep at night (and the whole spontaneous crying deal). The crying I can cope with, but this insomnia is killing me.

And I learned something very, very valuable. There is no such thing as a low-risk pregnancy. I did everything right.. I stopped smoking (which I only smoke around 3-4 a day now, I'm slowly quitting), I don't drink, I began to take vitamins and eat regularly (actually all the time, but.. eh.. I was hungry).. I'm not that stressed, and I rested when I needed to.. I'm 25 and healthy, and I still miscarried.

Again, thanks guys.. I know the english language sometimes has its shortfalls, so thank you for the hugs..

:hug