crap (xazor)

[Xazor Elessar]

...will be pretty slow for me now until next summer.

I'm not kidding and I'm, in fact, pretty down about it. My schedule picked up today and now in these last few weeks before school starts, I'll be finishing up summer assignments from AP courses, doing the Band Camp thing (:x), shopping for school stuff, and saying good-bye to friends who are moving away for college.

That coupled with a few other things that are totally stressing me and making me feel like crap have put me on a hiatus, I guess.

I haven't felt in the mood for writing much anyway. I've had writer's block for a while and frankly, I don't feel like any of my stories are interesting anymore -- they're so repetitive that it's boring to write now. Every time I have a new idea or a cool RP to go through with, it starts and then either myself or the other party doesn't reply and it dies.

I don't know what to do about this lull in my life at the moment, but right now, I don't feel like spending it on RP boards. I'll be eighteen in three weeks and I want to enjoy the rest of my summer in between homework for this next year and all of that. I'll be skating a lot more in my free time and stuff, so don't expect much from me. I'll check in now and again for a while, and once school starts I'll put RPing into my schedule -- maybe for the weekends or something.

I'm not leaving, that would be stupid -- but I'll be pretty scarce unless I get out of this writer's block and the stress in my life dissapates. I'm sick of the drama and OOC BS, so it'll be nice to take a break for a bit.

*hugz everyone*

I love ya'll -- pray for me if you do -- think of me otherwise. I'll keep ya'll close to me too.

Xazor

[Ka' el Darcverse]

Originally posted by Xazor Elessar
..., doing the Band Camp thing (:x),

You don't play the flute do you? :lol

[imported_Marcus]

ACK!!!!


Put bad images into my head again and I'll play the frying pan on your head. Makes quite a nice note too.

[Xazor Elessar]

No, Ka' el. :lol I play the clarinet. :lol

[imported_Marcus]

I play the butt bongos. wanna hear me play?

[Dasquian Belargic]

Which is bigger than a flute :o

[Ka' el Darcverse]

And made of "wood"

huh huh He said "Wood" [/Butthead]

[imported_Marcus]

(Fettholio) I NEED TP FOR MY BUNGHOLE (/Fettholio)

[Faith Scott]

hey guys -- this is xazor, believe it or not. wow -- typibg sux for me at the moment.

i had an AWESOME weekend and today i went to the skatepark(i rented it out for myself and two other people). it rawked

now im paying for the fun i had. i learned so much in those six hours -- i was doing stuff i never thought i could do -- and ir is great, but i fractured two fingers on my left hand and now, it takes me a half an hour to type a crappy little message like rhis. :(

yeah, it sux, but i wouldnt change what i did and learned. :)

anywho -- i'll be out for a week or maybe more or less, it depends on how quickly i can heal. i'll cya all around asap.

lots of luv and hugz
xaz

[imported_Marcus]

Then get off the PC dude and get better :p

[Quay'Na Rakai]

Yes, get better Xaz...

PS. Marcus, love the dress, very nice color...:D

[Charley]

Originally posted by Marcus
Then get off the PC dude and get better :p

Finger-banging a keyboard with busted digits isn't the greatest of ideas. Listen to Marcus. Just hang tight until you get better, instead of risking further injury.

I'm consolidating this into your last away thread.

[imported_Terran Starek]

Get to feeling better, Miss Xazor! Skating rules, but typing with nubs does not! :D

[Elise Wolfe]

Skatepark?? What's that??

[Lion El' Jonson]

Jesus, Xazor, we is missing you!!!!!!!!!!! :D

Skatepark sounds awesome, but I'll agree that typing with fractured fingers and repeatedly hitting the wrong keys is likely to put you in a bad mood. Trust me, I've had experience...:lol

I was at the skatepark a couple of days ago...some kid there quite nearly split his head open by landing it on the edge of the bowl...blood everywhere...eep...

Anyways, hope your damaged digits get better, and that your writer's block goes away, and your schedule miraculously clears up (might as well hope for a Ferrari or two, while you're at it...) Cya Xazor!

~Lion~

[imported_Marcus]

Hmph, must be some thing about damage today -

- a differential dropped off a jack and landed on my forearm
- rattle gun got hung up and tore itself out of my hand, nicely bruised hand.

The things we do to have fun :x

Actually, was pretty sure it was because the car being put back together knew it was tonight being retired and sold. damn thing fought us the whole way

[Lion El' Jonson]

Erm....which car would this be, Marcus? :lol

Only auto-related injury I've ever had was when a tire landed on my arm when I was hanging with my mechanic uncle...damn, those things are HEAVY!!!

[imported_Marcus]

One of the multitude here. Old thing, about 32 years old and a POS. Going to another home where it will get a 400hp 13B rotary turbo. For a car with 1100 kgs wet, that's going to be scary.

[Lion El' Jonson]

*Imagines the car*

*Winces*

You play with very scary toys, man...

[Alpha]

Gert better Xazor! :) *huggles* Love ya! :D And don't worry, we'll all be here when you get back. :D

[imported_Marcus]

Originally posted by Lion El' Jonson
*Imagines the car*

*Winces*

You play with very scary toys, man...

Wouldnt have it any other way

[Lion El' Jonson]

Incidentally, Marcus, I love your dress. Goes very well with the hair-do. :lol

[Faith Scott]

thanks guys -- i'm still hurtin pretty bad. i really shouldn't be on the net, but i can't leave this place alone. :lol

and elise -- a skatepark -- you don't know what that is?! :eek it's an awesome place! a place with ramps and grind rails and stair sets for people like myself, who skateboard and or do aggressive inline skating. we go and get our rumps kicked and then go home to sleep off the pain. :lol

seriously, though, it's an awesome place and i'm sure you must have one around you somewhere. ;)

[Lion El' Jonson]

We can always tell somebody is in pain when there are no capitalizations in their posts...:lol

Get better, Xaz. We all miss you...even Marcus, with his red hair and flowery dress...:p

[Dasquian Belargic]

Is anyone else feeling strangely attracted to Marcus today, or is it just me?

[Jela Rowan]

Originally posted by Dasquian Belargic
Is anyone else feeling strangely attracted to Marcus today, or is it just me?

Not attracted, but he does look very pretty.

[Lion El' Jonson]

Originally posted by Jela Rowan
Not attracted, but he does look very pretty.

Ya'know, your avatar looks strangely like that computer dude in Beyblade.

[Jela Rowan]

Originally posted by Lion El' Jonson
Ya'know, your avatar looks strangely like that computer dude in Beyblade.

It is.

[Lion El' Jonson]

Ah...I remembered the glasses. We seem to be getting more anime avatars every month. Digimon->Beyblade->Who knows...:lol

[Kelt Simoson]

Originally posted by Dasquian Belargic
Is anyone else feeling strangely attracted to Marcus today, or is it just me?

Bushy haired, stubble infested aussie markus dressed up as kate winslet?

Nah, you keep him...err..her..i mean her...it!

[imported_Marcus]

:D

I lost a bet to Yog and hence.......

I'm going to get him back tho

[Dasquian Belargic]

I think you look fabulous, Marcus ;) I love Kate Winslet

[Crystal]

I thought prehaps I was mistaken when I saw that earlier.. kept looking to see if maybe someone made a Marcus_ account to pretend to be marcus or something to mess with our heads!! :cry

[imported_Marcus]

No, it's just Marcus..... messing with your heads :D

[Ardath Bey]

Marcus is a pertty girlie eh?! :)

[imported_Marcus]

Make a move on me and I'll beat you up with my handbag, punk

[Ardath Bey]

Oh come now, don't flirt Marcus, you're going to make this ol'boy blush! :)