Southstar
Aug 31st, 2003, 08:04:26 PM
It was a cold night in this section of Duro. For the most part, the floating city had shut down and only the noctornal were about. Drunks wandering, homeless sleeping outside... And then there were those leaving a party from inside one of the shabby apartment buildings... One partier in particular had caught Southstar's eye. She was a beautiful humanoid species with short red hair and pink skin. There was something so unique about her Southstar had to know her; had to be with her. His desire was for her.
She was alone outside the building waiting for her friends. This was his golden moment, he could talk to her, charm her make her desire him... but he was afraid. What if the one he desired so much rejected him? The fear of rejection, he couldn't take it. Logic screamed to him, Run away! Run from what causes these feelings! You will regret what it will cause you to do. But desire spoke loudly, much more loudly and it told him to stay. To follow her.
He searched his mind for some justification of stalking her, some logical explanation.. To see where she lives! Yes, if he knows where she lives he can find her again. He can meet her, do this the proper way. That was what he was doing, not stalking her. Not stalking...
The beautiful girl met her friends outside and they walked less than half a mile until she departed from her friends and continued walking while they entered another tattered apartment building.
From across the street he watched her and listened to her sing softly. She had a beautiful voice... She was joyous, beautiful and had a voice that could make demons cry. Desire welled up in him he wanted, no needed her. He crossed the street swiftly and walked in her shadow. His heart raced faster and faster. Questions raced through his head. What would people think about a creature like me and a goddess like her? What would she think of me? What if she rejects me? What if...
Without thinking, for logic's voice had been silenced by desire, Southstar grabbed the delicate arm of the woman. She jerked away but he held on still. Wrapping his other arm around her he pulled her into an alley. All while putting pressure with the Force on her vocal chords so know one would know.
Her fear and and panic was flowing freely from her mind. At the crest of it all she feared he was going to rape her.
"NO!" he screamed in reponse to her thoughts. His control over the Force dissipated and her voice croaked in attempt to scream. Quickly he put his hand over her mouth. What have I done? He thought. Desire was gone now and only the harsh truths of consequence remained.
His mind listened intently to her thoughts now. She thought about a Jedi that were present in the city. That if she was in danger and she cried through the Force, they would be there. She was screaming through the Force for sometime now, Southstar had not noticed it. He thought quickly, there was only one Jedi in the city, he was sure of it. He'd checked the record of incomings and outgoings. Only one Jedi was there. One who might come to calm the girls screams.
She was alone outside the building waiting for her friends. This was his golden moment, he could talk to her, charm her make her desire him... but he was afraid. What if the one he desired so much rejected him? The fear of rejection, he couldn't take it. Logic screamed to him, Run away! Run from what causes these feelings! You will regret what it will cause you to do. But desire spoke loudly, much more loudly and it told him to stay. To follow her.
He searched his mind for some justification of stalking her, some logical explanation.. To see where she lives! Yes, if he knows where she lives he can find her again. He can meet her, do this the proper way. That was what he was doing, not stalking her. Not stalking...
The beautiful girl met her friends outside and they walked less than half a mile until she departed from her friends and continued walking while they entered another tattered apartment building.
From across the street he watched her and listened to her sing softly. She had a beautiful voice... She was joyous, beautiful and had a voice that could make demons cry. Desire welled up in him he wanted, no needed her. He crossed the street swiftly and walked in her shadow. His heart raced faster and faster. Questions raced through his head. What would people think about a creature like me and a goddess like her? What would she think of me? What if she rejects me? What if...
Without thinking, for logic's voice had been silenced by desire, Southstar grabbed the delicate arm of the woman. She jerked away but he held on still. Wrapping his other arm around her he pulled her into an alley. All while putting pressure with the Force on her vocal chords so know one would know.
Her fear and and panic was flowing freely from her mind. At the crest of it all she feared he was going to rape her.
"NO!" he screamed in reponse to her thoughts. His control over the Force dissipated and her voice croaked in attempt to scream. Quickly he put his hand over her mouth. What have I done? He thought. Desire was gone now and only the harsh truths of consequence remained.
His mind listened intently to her thoughts now. She thought about a Jedi that were present in the city. That if she was in danger and she cried through the Force, they would be there. She was screaming through the Force for sometime now, Southstar had not noticed it. He thought quickly, there was only one Jedi in the city, he was sure of it. He'd checked the record of incomings and outgoings. Only one Jedi was there. One who might come to calm the girls screams.