The first day with a mistress

[Darruussa Ajakeerro]

Darruussa Ajakeerro is your average Cizerack male. He's big, stupid, and has a stomach like a bottomless pit. However, he has a small problem. For some reason, he has difficulty remembering some things. He doesn't behave like a Cizerack male should. Any male would gladly have jumped in bed with Motssumi Rosskarru, but Darruussa hesitated. Unlike other males, he is shy, nervous, unable to comprehend what actions to take to please a mistress, though he has for the longest time wanted one badly. He lies on his side, facing away from Motssumi, curled into a ball with his hands between his legs, a look of abject terror and disbelief on his face. Did he really just do...what he did? He can't believe himself. He had his misgivings...fought with some form of simple morality in himself, but in the end had given in to his own lust and taken Motssumi to bed. Now it's the morning after, and he's scared once more. What if she should try to do something bad to him for what he did? What if he should find someday that she is going to have a child? Simple-minded as he is, even Darruussa knows the consequences of what he's done. It frightens him more than anything in all the world.

[Motssumi Rosskaarru]

Motssumi yawned, her nose crinkled at the scent of fear coming from Darruussa. She rolled over and moved in close to him, her body against him as she rested her head on his shoulder.

"Sssomethjing wrrrong Darrrrrr?"

[Darruussa Ajakeerro]

He shudders violently at the pressure of her naked body against his back, and curls tighter into a ball.

"Lassst njight...jit botherrrsss me..."

[Motssumi Rosskaarru]

Mot flutters her ears at this, he was afraid of something but she didn't understand what. She ran her tail over his side as she thought for a moment but nothing came to her as the reason for it.

"Whjy's that?"

[Darruussa Ajakeerro]

"Becaussse of what we djid...jI know what happensss afterrr that...I'm afrrrajid of jit."

[Motssumi Rosskaarru]

Motssumi arched an eyebrow, her tired brain wasn't comprehending what he meant.

"Afrrrajid of what?"

[Darruussa Ajakeerro]

"Of..."

Darruussa sighs. He doesn't want to explain it. He's not sure he can. He doesn't know the right words. His vocabulary is too limited. He gives up.

"Of nothjing."

[Motssumi Rosskaarru]

Motssumi shook her head.

"Tell me, what jisss worrrjyjing jyou ssso?"

She was too curious now to let it drop now.

[Darruussa Ajakeerro]

He releases another sigh. He knows he's not supposed to defy his mistress...

"jI'm afrrrajid of thjisss..."

He rolls over and pokes her stomach.

[Motssumi Rosskaarru]

Motssumi flutters her ears before she understood, she smiled though.

"jI'll smell djifferrrent when jit's not a good tjime forrr gettjing clossse, no rrreassson to worrrrrrjy."

[Darruussa Ajakeerro]

Darruussa looks at his feet with an embarrassed expression. Now that she says it, it sounds perfectly reasonable...like he should've known that all along. He fidgets a little before rolling on his stomach and folding his arms under his pillow.

"Whjy djidn't jI know that?"

[Motssumi Rosskaarru]

"Sssame rrreassson whjy you don't know otherrr thjingsss jI would wagerrr...."

She smirked at him, she had been able to guess that he was unsure to make a move, no normal Cizerack would have taken so long to respond to her advances. She didn't mind at any rate as her pale blue eyes looked into his.

[Darruussa Ajakeerro]

"But whjy don't jI know? What happened?"

He buries his face in his pillow, his head totally hidden by his shaggy mane of black hair.

"jI'm not norrrmal. People hate me forrr jit."

[Motssumi Rosskaarru]

"Wouldn't know, jI have no wajy of knowjing that."

She sighed before biting his ear lightly.

[Darruussa Ajakeerro]

The nibble sends a tingle through his body, and feels the lust in his heart grow again. He tries to suppress it, but he knows he shouldn't. He buries his face further into the pillow.

[Motssumi Rosskaarru]

She mewed softly at him before she spoke again.

"Don't worrrrrjy ssso much, fate movesss at jitsss own pace, jit hasss jitsss rrreasssonsss."

[Darruussa Ajakeerro]

A loud "pfffffft" is the only reply she receives. He doesn't feel like doing anything apart from lying there. This mistress business is a tough thing.

[Motssumi Rosskaarru]

Mot arched an eyebrow before she bit at his ear again.

"Turrrn overrr, burrrjyjing jyourrr face jin a pjillow helpsss nothjing."

She said it softly though so she wouldn't sound harsh to his ears, she didn't see why he worried so.

[Darruussa Ajakeerro]

He turns his face to the side a little, one blue eye looking sadly and worriedly out at her. Seeing her expression, he rolls the rest of the way on his back.

"jI won't worrrjy anjymorrre..."

[Motssumi Rosskaarru]

Mot shifted her weight and rested her arms crossed on his chest, she kissed him quickly before resting her head on her arms.

"Good to hearrr..."

[Darruussa Ajakeerro]

Darruussa doesn't have time to return the kiss as she pulls back. He wraps his arms around her body and hold her close, like a child hugging a stuffed toy. She made him feel good.

[Motssumi Rosskaarru]

She purred softly as she looked into his eyes.

"Feeljing betterrrr now?"

[Darruussa Ajakeerro]

He nods quietly, holding her tighter just to feel the pressure of her breasts. He knows this is how males are supposed to be, and it lessens the guilt that wells up in his heart as he indulges his own pleasures.

[Motssumi Rosskaarru]

"Good."

She said quietly before she kissed him again, still purring softly, she hadn't felt this comfortable with anyone since her first manservant, Tarro, who had died in defense of her life, which had been quite some time ago.

[Darruussa Ajakeerro]

He returns the kiss, holding out as long as he can stand. He finally draws back and relaxes.

"jI love jyou, mjissstrrressssss..."

[Motssumi Rosskaarru]

Motssumi flutters her ears, she's hesistant to say it back, the last that had said it was dead, still she overcame that fear since she wanted to say it.

"Love you too, Darrrrrrrr..."

She said softly as she kissed him again, trying not to think of Tarro, history wouldn't repeat itself again like that, she wouldn't allow Darr to do the same as Tarro.

[Darruussa Ajakeerro]

He smiles, content with this response, and shuts his eyes. He's still tired, and feeling lazy. He stretches and yawns.

"jI'm ssstjill sssleeepjy."

[Motssumi Rosskaarru]

Motssumi moves her arms and rests her head on his chest, her tail swishing about.

"Underrrssstandable afterrr lassst njight."

She chuckled a bit, the night had been interesting to say the least.

[Darruussa Ajakeerro]

"jIt wasss good."

And that's putting it mildly.

[Motssumi Rosskaarru]

She smirked and mussed up his hair a bit with one hand.

"Yesss jit wasss, we ssshould rrrepeat jit sssoon enough."

[Darruussa Ajakeerro]

"Ok."

With that he rolls her onto her back and pins her without hurting her, and begins a repeat of the last night's events. And this time, he does it without any reservations at all.

[Motssumi Rosskaarru]

A bit later, Motssumi is curled up with Darruussa, she's too tired to do much other than purr which she does softly. Unlike most thought of Cizerack, they did bond with one male in most cases, most didn't admit it but even out a large stock of males, the females still bonded to one throughout their lives. That male was generally the father of all cubs and their companion for their life, not that Motssumi was thinking that far ahead, she was a bit young for that yet by most Cizerack's opinions. Still she was happy with Darruussa, she felt comfortable with him, more than she had with anyone in years. She nuzzled him softly, fighting sleep a bit as she purred softly.

[Darruussa Ajakeerro]

Darruussa is out like a light, snoring lightly, one armed draped over Motssumi's body in what had been a loving hug, until sleep had overrun him. She made him feel comfortable, and he liked it. Its a very selfish thing, but he doesn't register at such, at least not at the moment. He loves her. He thinks he does, anyways.

[Motssumi Rosskaarru]

Mot yawned a bit, her mind was still going a mile a minute, so she couldn't settle enough to go to sleep. She chuckled at Darr's expression, he was smiling widely in his sleep. Her eyes shut though she was still awake as her tail swept over his back.

[Darruussa Ajakeerro]

The tickle makes him shift and his eyes blink open. The big male sits up and stretches, yawning widely. He pokes Motssumi, thinking her to be asleep.

"Missstrrressssss...wake up! jI'm hungrrrjy!"

[Motssumi Rosskaarru]

Mot fluttered her ears, trying to wake up fully.

"Hmmm? Um, therrre'sss food jin the whjite box overrrr therrre."

She yawned, knowing refrigerator was probably too big of a word for him besides the fact that most males never went near one anyway.

[Darruussa Ajakeerro]

Darruussa opens it and looks inside and frowns.

"jIt'sss not aljive."

[Motssumi Rosskaarru]

"Well ljive thjingsss tend not to ssstay aljive in therrre."

She chuckled a bit as her tail swished, seemed a hunt would be in order from the other's dislike of no live food.

[Darruussa Ajakeerro]

He pulls out a big piece of frozen chicken and frowns at it.

"No good."

He eats some anyway. It's cold and makes him gag.

"Cold!"

[Motssumi Rosskaarru]

Motssumi yawned before reaching for a robe and putting it on. She then searched through her bag for a rifle. She checked the sights before seeing if it was loaded then lower the barrel so she wouldn't scare Darruussa with it by accident. She looked at him once before heading up the stairs to the roof.

"Come on and we'll sssee what therrre jisss to eat out therrre!"

[Darruussa Ajakeerro]

Darruussa follows with a happy smile. It's warm, and there's no breeze.

"What arrre we dojing?"

[Motssumi Rosskaarru]

"Huntjing but a qujickerrr wajy, too tjirrred to drrrag sssomethjing down."

She pointed the rifle down at the street.

"Thjisss doesss jit forrr usss, what looksss good down therrre to jyou?"

[Darruussa Ajakeerro]

"That!"

He points at a large dog-like being.

[Motssumi Rosskaarru]

"Hmmm..."

She said as she took aim.

"Coverrr jyourrr earrrsss forrr a moment, thjis wjill be loud."

She looked to see if he was doing it before she fired. Her shot hit it cleanly in the head and it fell without much blood being shed.

[Darruussa Ajakeerro]

Despite his ears being covered, the sound of the shot was still loud, and it made his heart leap in his chest. It scared him. Alot.

"What jisss that!?"

[Motssumi Rosskaarru]

"jIt'sss the sssound a gun makesss, jit kjills thjingsss forrr usss."

She put it simply for him, wondering if it would bother him, her line of work required being around guns most of the time, afterall a knife can only be thrown so far.....

[Darruussa Ajakeerro]

"Gun?"

Darruussa doesn't like guns.

"Morrre fun to chassse."

[Motssumi Rosskaarru]

"Too tjirrred to chassse rrrrjight now."

She said before jumping off the roof and onto the fire escape. She went down it silently before going to get their prey and dragging it back up. She tossed it up to the roof before yawning and sitting on the ledge, seemed she was still tired for evercise just yet.

[Darruussa Ajakeerro]

Darruussa pulls some of the meat off the dead animal before shoveling it into his mouth. Much better. It's still warm.

"But it'sssh fun!" he says with his mouth full.

[Motssumi Rosskaarru]

"That majy be but too tjirrred..."

She yawned before ripping off a chunk of her own and eating it.

[Darruussa Ajakeerro]

At this the big male frowns. This is his food! But she did kill it, after all...but still...

"jIt'sss good."

He takes a bit more for himself, surreptitiously scooting the carcass closer to him.

[Motssumi Rosskaarru]

Mot put a claw in the animal and moved it back towards the middle. She took some more before she spoke again.

"jYess jit jisss....but half mjine, Darrrrrrr."

She smirked, making it known that she noticed the moving of it.

[Darruussa Ajakeerro]

"Mjine!" he protests, taking it in both arms and eating straight off the carcass. "All of jit!"

He pouts at her, almost cuddling the dead animal.

[Motssumi Rosskaarru]

She laughed and nipped at his ear.

"jI kjilled jit, what djid jyou do?"

[Darruussa Ajakeerro]

"jI wanted jit!"

As if that were all the justification he needed.

[Motssumi Rosskaarru]

Mot pounced on Darr and pinned him, then growled playfully.

"And who jisss the mjissstrrressssss herrre?"

[Darruussa Ajakeerro]

This brings a slight shock to him. He's not supposed to defy his mistress.

"jYou..."

[Motssumi Rosskaarru]

"Then who ownsss the kjill?"

[Darruussa Ajakeerro]

"...jyou..."

[Motssumi Rosskaarru]

She smiled and licked the side of his face.

"jYep, ssso put jit back wherrre jit wasss..."

[Darruussa Ajakeerro]

He hands the carcass over and scoots away, feeling bad and ashamed of himself.

"Sssorrrrrrjy..."

[Motssumi Rosskaarru]

Mot flutters her ears backwards and forwards before speaking.

"Therrre'sss morrre than enough forrr both usss."

She mussed up his hair again, she wasn't angry, she just wanted himto understand kills were to be shared.

[Darruussa Ajakeerro]

"jI'm not hungrrrjy anjymorrre..."

This, of course, is a lie. He's just feeling bad for being greedy is all.

[Motssumi Rosskaarru]

"jI can hearrr jyourrr ssstomach grrrowljing..."

She purred softly and ate some more, letting the blood fall, trying to get him to come over.

[Darruussa Ajakeerro]

He hunches over, looking back at the freshly killed meat. He wants to eat, but he still feels bad.

"jIt'sss not grrrowljing..." he says lamely. Even as he says these words, his stomach emits a low gurgle.

[Motssumi Rosskaarru]

"Ejitherrr come overrr orrr jI drrrag jyou overrr, jyourrr choice."

She chuckled as she said this.

[Darruussa Ajakeerro]

He hesitates, unsure of what to do. He scoots a few inches closer, as if that will help everything be better.

[Motssumi Rosskaarru]

Mot yawned and ate some more, knowing hunger would bring him over eventually so she ate what she could while he wasn't there yet. She still ate somewhat messily, not caring that she was getting blood on herself, the point was to get him over there and what could it hurt?

[Darruussa Ajakeerro]

Slowly, over the period of several minutes, he scoots back to the kill and takes a little bit for himself. he casts a quick glance at Motssumi before speaking again.

"jYou've got blood all overrr jyou..."

[Motssumi Rosskaarru]

"Ssso?"

She winks at him before eating some more.

[Darruussa Ajakeerro]

"jYou'rrre a messssss."

So's he, but he could care less. He takes a bigger piece and shoves it all in his mouth at one go.

[Motssumi Rosskaarru]

"We can clean up laterrr."

She winked at him again before eating more, the meat was quite good.

[Darruussa Ajakeerro]

"Clean up?"

He doesn't catch the innuendo.

"jI don't ljike bathsss."

[Motssumi Rosskaarru]

Motssumi sighed, he didn't catch on most times when she hinted. She licked away some blood on the side of his face.

"That kjind of clean up not a bath..."

[Darruussa Ajakeerro]

A faint red tint comes to his dark face.

"Ok..."

[Motssumi Rosskaarru]

She purred softly and went back to eating, she was hungry after the latest events since Cizerack needed a lot of food to function properly. She avoided his eyes for the moment so she could just eat.

[Darruussa Ajakeerro]

Now he thinks he's insulted her.

"jI'm sssorrrrrrjy!" he says quickly. "jI...jI djidn't mean to hurrrt jyourrr feeljingsss orrr anjythjing!"

[Motssumi Rosskaarru]

Motssumi fluttered her ears.

"Hmm? jYou djidn't do anythjing, jussst eatjing...."

[Darruussa Ajakeerro]

"W-well..."

He stops for a minute. He feels stupid. He shuts up.

[Motssumi Rosskaarru]

Mot smirks and looks into his eyes for a moment before going back to her food. He may have been a bit dim but he had something about him that drew her attention. She ate a bit longer before moving away and lying out on the sill of the roof on her side, looking down at the street below.

[Darruussa Ajakeerro]

"jYou mjight fall..."

The thought of Motssumi falling over the edge is alarming to him. He doesn't want her hurt.

[Motssumi Rosskaarru]

One of her ears turned in his direction.

"Djidn't botherrr jyou beforrre...."

[Darruussa Ajakeerro]

She wasn't his mistress before though. He moves toward her and wraps his arms around her, pulling her away.

"jIt botherrrsss me now though."

[Motssumi Rosskaarru]

She leans her head back to look up at him.

"Whjy?"

[Darruussa Ajakeerro]

"Becaussse now jyou arrre mjy mjissstrrressssss."

[Motssumi Rosskaarru]

She started to say why again but decided against it. Instead she just purred and closed her eyes.

"Hmmm..."

[Darruussa Ajakeerro]

He liked just holding her. There's not alot about her he doesn't like. The big Ciz sighs contentedly, ears folded back and tail curled around her body. It feels good.

[Motssumi Rosskaarru]

Mot opens her eyes slightly at feeling his tail going around her waist but then closes her eyes again. She purrs softly and relaxes, her ears folding back as well.

[Darruussa Ajakeerro]

They sit this way for hours, simply holding one another, until Darruussa shifts and feels the dried blood on her robe scrape his skin. He strips her and stands, carrying her inside.

"Djirrrtjy mjissstrrressssss."