I'm So Sorry.......

[Xazor Elessar]

Hey everyone.......I just wanted to apologize for my AWOLness. School has consumed my life fully as well as a job, my boyfriend, Tae-Kwon-Do lessons, and family committments. I have made my feeble attempts to at least post to one or two major threads every night, but something is always going on. I will have a bit more time tomorrow and Friday, as well as the weekend and I will try to catch up.

Thank you to those people who are helping me with the RC while I am shaky IRL. :\ I will really try hard to be around more......but I failed two classes last year because I was on here when I should not have been........I am not going to let that happen this year because my grades are so important......especially with the good load of extremely difficult classes I am taking. :\ Please bare with me guys......it's getting so hard and stressful. People are expecting so much of me here......and I want to live up to those expectations too.....not only as a writer, but for my own character's development......or I'll NEVER become a Jedi Master (wouldn't that suck? :()

So again, I'm sorry and thanks for putting up with me......it means a lot. Sorry if you have started a thread or I'm in a thread with you and I haven't replied yet, or recently.....but I promise I'll get there in the next few days okay? :cry It's just all crashing down on me now and I feel so lost and alone........

Hoping you guys understand,
Xazor/Barb
:angel

[Diego Van Derveld]

Keep those grades up. Thats of major importance :)

[Zeke]

What's that line Marcus is always spouting? RL comes first? Yeah, that's it. You remember that! RL first! We'll keep the light on for ya.

[Verse Dawnstrider]

I knew this thread was comin'. It's like a family trait. I was havin' trouble gettin' on......so I knew Xaz' was. We are joined at the brain. I kid you not, if there is such things like people siblings through the spirit...I have a sister named Barb. ::shrugs::

[Marcus Telcontar]

Hey Xaz, dont get uptight about here - make sure you do your priorities first. This is a game, RL always comes first

Prayers and de hugs for j00!

[Verse Dawnstrider]

yeah, what Marcus said......only how I would say it...and stuff, =p

[imported_Lance Stormrider]

:: Huggles for his auntie:: Hey don't worry about it auntie! You take care of your grades as much as you can, that's much more important then posting :) We'll all take care of the RC, just chill and make those grades go up.

[Lion El' Jonson]

Huggles for...well, she ain't my auntie, but she's Xazor!

RL comes first, blah blah blah...do I really have to say it again?

Keep those grades up, chica! GL!

~Lion/Jace~

[Sene Unty]

No it is unacceptable. I refuse to accept to your apology...:D


I just messing wif you. I should be the first person to understand Xaz....I didn't post once this whole summer because of my job. Don't worry about it.......I gotta a couple of RP's with you just waiting for you when you are ready. Don't worry they ain't goin anywhere. Get what you got to get done and I'll see you then.


Sean/ Sene

[Vega Van-Derveld]

; hugs for Xaz ;

:) Don't worry about it. When you come back, we'll all still be here waiting for ya, not gonna run off on ya ... :mischief

:mneh

[Ebony]

Hope you get good marks in school Xazor because without good marks, you end up getting a crumby job. One of the most important things to remember here, RL comes first, no matter what.

[Diego Van Derveld]

<img src=http://www.bama.ua.edu/~hicks020/pics/diegoc18.jpg>

Don't lose your head in school! ;)

[Sene Unty]

you like that picture huh?

[Diego Van Derveld]

:) I love it :)

[Kelt Simoson]

That a man or a woman getting eaten there?



oh and Xaz...Dasq is having an affair with Sorsha...shhhhhh keep it hush hush Xazor aint suppo....oh bugger :\

[Diego Van Derveld]

its a woman

[Xazor Elessar]

Das is? :\

Gosh I really need a break from here.......maybe Xaz should run off with Terran after all........... :( :mad

[imported_Lance Stormrider]

o_O With Terran, no run with me baby ;) I mean! Holy crap NM Auntie :p dont spank me

[Xazor Elessar]

o_O No, tis okay Lance.......

Just feeling like crap now........

Anywayz.......thanks for your guys's concern........ :)

[Marcus Telcontar]

Pull my finger.

Dont worry, its not dangerous.

[imported_Lance Stormrider]

Aww :( If its because of Das, Ill just give him the head bash

[Marcus Telcontar]

oh and Xaz...Dasq is having an affair with Sorsha...shhhhhh keep it hush hush Xazor aint suppo....oh bugger

I think that was a joke.

Right?

[Xazor Elessar]

No, I searched for stuff and found it.......tis true. :(

*pulls Marcus's finger.....but it doesn't help......* :(

[imported_Lance Stormrider]

With Sorsha!? o_O Ya gatta be nutts or love pain to do that.

[Marcus Telcontar]

No, I searched for stuff and found it.......tis true


<h1>WTF?!?!?!</h1>

I would have to see that for myself

[Xazor Elessar]

I'll send you the first thread I found......

[imported_Lance Stormrider]

-covers his eyes- censore plz ;__;

[Marcus Telcontar]

Okkkkkaaaaayyyyyy..........


This is a little unexpected

[Diego Van Derveld]

<img src=http://www.bama.ua.edu/~hicks020/pics/diegoc15.jpg>

(consoles Xaz with a kiss)

I'll be yourrr Rrromeo >D

[imported_Lance Stormrider]

:eek

[Figrin D'an]

okay... besides this recent revelation being way up there on the WTF-itude scale...

there are... um... shall we say... some "conduct unbecoming a Jedi" issues here... having a relationship with an ememy of the Order?


Yet another nugget of info that, if discovered in character, will have serious consequences...

[imported_Lance Stormrider]

Ugh :eek

[Figrin D'an]

I think Anbira and I need to go on a holy crusade to rid the Order of all the undeserving infidels... it'll be just like the Spanish Inquisition, just without the sale of plenary indulgences.


:evil


;)

[imported_Lance Stormrider]

Can I come can I come can I come can I come PLZ PLZ PLZ PLZ! :p

[Diego Van Derveld]

w00t...I'll be changing my avatar to Joe McCarthy then :mneh

[Marcus Telcontar]

Bloody hell.

That's so far up the WTF scale, it's won a toy bear.

It's also quite.... errrr...... true.

Excuse me, meesa going back to watch Back to The Future

[TheHolo.Net]

Originally posted by Figrin D'an
okay... besides this recent revelation being way up there on the WTF-itude scale...

there are... um... shall we say... some "conduct unbecoming a Jedi" issues here... having a relationship with an ememy of the Order?


Yet another nugget of info that, if discovered in character, will have serious consequences... I wouldn’t really call Das’s actions very willing and it really hasn’t happened yet, not in its entirety. The choices he had were not easy ones to choose from. He chose the lesser of two evils……..maybe ;) :lol

[Figrin D'an]

Maybe so, but he still could be in trouble... all depends upon how the council sees things once everything is played out.

[Vega Van-Derveld]

Dasquian is not having an affair with anyone.

He was kidnapped by Dae Jinn and taken to Sorsha's Cellar against his will. He was threatened with Death (by Ogre, I believe) or an evening of being treated nicely. Pardon me if I picked the wrong choice.

I don't expect the Council to be pleased, that's the whole point of doing it, to stir up something interesting. If you don't like that, I'm not forcing you to be associated with Dasquian.

[Diego Van Derveld]

I rather like the plot, myself :)

[Figrin D'an]

Originally posted by Vega Van Derveld
Dasquian is not having an affair with anyone.

He was kidnapped by Dae Jinn and taken to Sorsha's Cellar against his will. He was threatened with Death (by Ogre, I believe) or an evening of being treated nicely. Pardon me if I picked the wrong choice.

I don't expect the Council to be pleased, that's the whole point of doing it, to stir up something interesting. If you don't like that, I'm not forcing you to be associated with Dasquian.


Thank you for clarifying that.


Now allow me to clarify something. This is a topic that was brought up in the discussion about the Lost Jedi concept.
This is about IC consequences of one's actions.

I'm all for in-depth plotlines with twists, and situations that cause moral dilemmas... it makes for great character development. I am mearly saying that, if indeed there is "questionable" behavior involved, from an IC Jedi point of view, the Council may decide to do something about it. That's all. If Dasquain has done nothing wrong, fine and dandy. If he did, there might be a need to address that.


And yes, people, the "Spanish Inquisition" comment was a joke... lighten up a little.

[Dasquian Belargic]

I'm a little bit dissapointed actually.

The event in question has not even concluded yet, and already people are claiming to have IC knowledge of it. Which makes no sense at all, since I don't believe either Sorsha or Dasquian would be flaunting it particularly.

I don't claim to have knowledge of other peoples actions even though I may read them and be hurt/displeased/whatever by them :|

[Diego Van Derveld]

I was wondering about that....I thought you guys had an arrangement that you were setting that RP up in the future. :\

[Figrin D'an]

I don't think anyone is claiming to have IC knowledge of this... the discussion of the matter began OOC, the rest is hypothetical IC issues, pending certain outcomes.


Yes... there has been a lot of jumping to conclusions. It's something that seems to be spreading around here lately like a plague. Bottom line... just go have fun with the RP, any residual IC matters will be dealt with after the fact.

[Sanis Prent]

I don't think anyone is claiming to have IC knowledge of this

Actually, Xazor is.

[Navaria Tarkin]

No one knows what is happening except for people in that thread.. a thread that isn't finished yet.

Wait and find out how it is concluded first before we start jumping the gun and even then, Dasquian and those involved, decide how to start anything else after then, then people can jump in.

People need to reign it in around here and realize OOC/IC stuff is separate.

[Diego Van Derveld]

:\ then I guess we need to slam brakes on that thread.

I apologize, cause I haven't exactly kept up with it, and just went along with everything else in the thread.

[Figrin D'an]

Originally posted by Sanis Prent
Actually, Xazor is.


'k... I didn't see that. I was a little lazy.... didn't feel like looking back through the entire thread. Shame on me, I guess. :\

[Lion El' Jonson]

Just like how Alpha switched sides about 20 times, it seems like Xazor and Das are switching off partners...or perhaps I'm reading too much into things.

Anyway, this is Xazor's thread, and seeing how she is pretty down in the dumps, I don't think we should be making anything worse, guys...and gals.

[Vega Van-Derveld]

Dasquian isn't switching partners. You are reading far too much into this.

[Xazor Elessar]

Guys just please let this go....things are not going well for me ooc and it's greatly affecting me. My friend was hit by a car the other day... :(

[Sene Unty]

I'm terribly sorry to here that. My condolensces. :(

[Lion El' Jonson]

EXACTLY! I told you, we ain't making anything easier on Xaz...hopin' your friend gets better...

:::cry:::

[Xazor Elessar]

Thanks guys....I appreciate it....