*Kahn walks into his room deep in thought.*

[Kahn12]

*So many things have happened lately, and Kahn wonders what will become of him. Gengar and Amnde broke up, Amnde had the child, and Psy left on a mission that could take a long time. He wondered if he would be promoted to knight status. If he did, he wondered who he would go to if he was ever in trouble. He knew that all of TSO would gladly help him, but there is a special bond between and apprentice and a master. Kahn sighed and thought about what he had been avoiding. The Light Side was in him, that was for sure. He was able to mask it, make it so he could not sense w/ it. But he couldn't get rid of it. And he wasn't sure he wanted to. Maybe it was a good thing....after all, he could communicate w/ other Jedi and tell them he was a friend, and then take them out. Kahn bitterly kicked his bed. Why had Amnde placed the Light Side in him? Or was he just too weak to be a Sith?*

[gengar13]

Gengar was walking up to his room tired for the day. He stopped when he sensed his buddy Kahn feeling confused. He walked to where his room was and knocked on the door.

*Khan it's me Gengar*

[Kahn12]

*Kahn wonders if gengar is going to yell at him again for being in touch w/ the Light Side. Well, Gengar is a Knight now and should be respected as one. Kahn sighs and presses a button. The door opens and gengar enters the room.*

Hey Gengar.

[gengar13]

Gengar walks in and shakes his hand. He walks in and goes to a chair.

*Mind if i sit*

Kahn nodds his haed and Gengar sits down.

*Umm i sensed that you where confused. Is there something wrong*

He studies Kahn and a surprised look comes over his face.

*Please don't tell me it's the lightside again*

[Kahn12]

*Kahn avoids gengar's eyes.*

In a way, yes. I just feel so lost, with Psy gone, and Amnde having the child and everything. I really like Amnde as a friend, but I know that as Sith I shouldn't have anything to do w/ her. I'm not sure if they'll promote me to knight if I can't get rid of this Light Side. I can drown it out, block it, but I can't get rid of it. I wish Psy were here.

[gengar13]

Gengar sighed.

*Kahn there is something i have got to tell you*

He looked around making sure no one else was around outside by the door. He used the force to speak to him to make his message extra secret.

*Me and Amnde are back together. I have never really gotten over her and with the child and all we both just feel that it is naturally right for us to stay together to raise this child. Sith or not that boy is mine and Amnde is the one i......love. But you cannot tell anyone..not even DF about this. I will find my own way of telling them this secret of mine*

He stands up and puts a hand on Kahn's shoulders.

*Do not worry my friend. Just try not to think of Amnde or the baby. Or of the lightside for that matter. Only concentrate on your training of the darkside, improving your skills. And serving the order...then before you know it the light that is in you will be gone*

He nods at Kahn then walks out of the room yawning. He closes the door behind him making his way to his room.

[Kahn12]

*Kahn hopes gengar is right. He wishes he had someone to guide him. Gengar had his own problems, he didn't want to bother him. He had always thought that Amnde and Gengar belonged together, but he had kept his mouth shut so gengar would realize it on his own. Now with the child it was even more important that gengar be there to care for and protect Lono. The young teenager closed his eyes, and slept restlessly, dreaming of his mother telling him to come the Light and everyone at TSO knowing he should be a Sith. A battle raged within him between two completely opposite forces. By morning, the Dark Side had won one battle, and part of the Light was gone.*