parenting jitters

[Blake Hawke]

I'm terrified. I've never been this nervous or scared. There are two little people inside of me that I'm responsible for. If I screw up, they're going to be affected. It's not the same as with Katie...the first five years have alrady been done. But these little people are going to be in my care. That scares the hell outta me. It's amazing...there were no little people and then....you know...and then there were little babies. I dunno if this is normal but I am just scared out of my mind. And happy at the same time. I mean think about it...in a little over five months I'm going to be a mommy. Now that's amazing.

[Anbira Hicchoru]

<img src=http://www.ezboard.com/image/emoticons_classic/smile.gif ALT=":)"> and thus, I am proud to not own a vagina.

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although there could be advantages there....

[Blake Hawke]

lmao...you never fail to make me laugh

[Anbira Hicchoru]

Well...I'm kinda cynical in my worldviews I guess.

In retrospect, I'd have to pass two golfball-sized kidney stones to understand what you're gonna go through. And to hell with that!

Its like a tradeoff. God made girls like way more hot and stuff, and gave them boobies and whatnot. But then again, they have to pass a wet St. Bernard through a cat door, figuratively speaking. I don't have boobies, and instead I got a penis and alot of body hair. But then again, I don't have to deal with the physical reprocussions of my libido.

I guess I can live with that <img src=http://www.ezboard.com/image/emoticons_classic/smile.gif ALT=":)">

[Blake Hawke]

<img src=http://www.ezboard.com/image/emoticons_classic/smile.gif ALT=":)"> lol...Liam's brother, Trent, goes "Guys can take way more pain than woman"...Liams behind me waving his arms and shaking his no because he knows whats coming next...I think the description I gave Trent made him think twice. Still worried though...144 days I think....

[Anbira Hicchoru]

Oh guys can take more pain, IMO. Doesn't mean they'd volunteer for it though <img src=http://www.ezboard.com/image/emoticons_classic/smile.gif ALT=":)">

[Blake Hawke]

woman have an 80% higher threshold for pain...although I'm not sure I like what comes with that...we'll have to wait till June 16...unless they're early...<img src=http://www.ezboard.com/image/emoticons_classic/smile.gif ALT=":)">

[Anbira Hicchoru]

Bah, whoever came up with that statistic is obviously an OBGYN, and biased ;)

[Ewan Soreiba]

It was in one of her womans magazines...

[Blake Hawke]

how would you know if it was in my womans mag? were you reading it? anywho...this is off the subject completly but has anyone ever tried soy stir fry? It's actually really good...the first healthy thing (other than rice milk) that I've craved!

[Anbira Hicchoru]

Actually, I specialize in asian cuisine. Right now, I'm tweaking a hot & sour soup recipe, to see how good it can get.

[Blake Hawke]

Italian's my specialty...I just quit my job at this Italian place...I was the chef...haven't felt like cooking anything extravagant lately though.

[Satine Capashen]

mmmm....food...

I just eat food here, can't cook at all. I burn water even!