Waiting for my love......(Shade Magus)

[Xazor]

Xazor sat in the bar and waited for her beloved, Shade Magus. She was dressed in a beautiful red strapless dress and her hair flowed around her shoulders. She sat down at an empty table and folded her hands as she looked around and waited for him.........

[Shade Magus]

Shade walked into the B&G. He instantly noticed Xazor. His eyes buldged out as he made his way towards her. She looked absolutely ravishing.

"Xa....Xazor......umm...you look....amazing...."

It was all he could say as he sat down to stop his knees from shaking.

[Xazor]

Xazor smiled and blushed as Shade complimented her. She couldn't help but feel a joy restore itself to her soul. Looking deep into his eyes, she sighed slightly......as if relieved. The missing part of her was finally returned.

It has been so long.......

She said quietly as she gently touched his face with her right hand. She smiled brightly as he placed his hand on hers.

[Shade Magus]

Shade sighed deeply as he placed his hand on top of hers.

"Yes it has........."

He looked at her for a moment and then looked away, embarassed and ashamed.

"I am sorry............."

[Xazor]

Xazor smiles gently and places her left hand under his chin, bringing his eyes back to hers.

What matters is that you are here with me now............it hurt when you left........but now you're back!

She said quietly as she looked deep into his eyes again.

[Shade Magus]

Shade gave a smile off that could still give away his sadness.

"For good I hope."

[Xazor]

Xazor smiled, sending a comforting wave through the Force.

Do not be sad my love.......I have missed you so......but we're here together now and that is all I care about. Set your worries aside and celebrate us......

She said softly to him.

[Shade Magus]

Shade pulled Xazor's hand up to his lips.

"I always will."

[Xazor]

Xazor smiled gently as he kissed her hand.

I feel whole once again.......thank you for coming back.....like you promised....

She said softly.

[Shade Magus]

Shade sighed.

"I told you I have never promised something I couldn't keep. And I meant it. I would never do anything to intentionaly hurt you."

[Xazor]

Xazor smiled as she continued to look into his eyes.

You still have the necklace.....

She said softly as she laid a hand over the necklace she had given him. It seemed to catch the light and shine more now than ever. She was happy he had it still.....

[Shade Magus]

Shade put his hand over her's.

"Yes.......it is what saved me...you are what saved me......"

[Xazor]

She smiled brightly at his words and her eyes seemed to sparkle. There was a new light about her. She too had changed while Shade was gone...but it was for the better. No longer did any anger live within her body or soul...just pure joy and love. She smiled as she thought of their past, present.........and future together. Her thoughts were interrupted and she smiled.

You are the reason I wish to wake every morning and face a new day, regardless of what it may bring. It is just a comfort to know that you are in my life no matter what I go through......

She said softly as she left her hand under his on the necklace. She sent a wave of love through the Force and for a moment....their souls seemed to touch.....

[Shade Magus]

Shade smiled. He had never been touched or felt so loved by one person before.

"Thank you....you have no idea how much you mean to me."

[Xazor]

She blushed and smiled.

Words do not even begin to tell how much you mean to mean, and what you have done for my life....

She said softly. Then leaning over, she gently kissed his lips.

[Shade Magus]

Shade smiled sadly as he leaned back from the kiss.

"What coould I have ever done for you?"

[Xazor]

She looked down for a moment and then spoke.

You showed me how to love......how to trust.....without that, I wouldn't be where I am today!

She said, surprised at the fact that he thought he had done nothing for her......

[Shade Magus]

Shade smiled.

"I am glad that I could have done so much......I really didn't think I could do anything seeing as how confused and lost I was...."

[Xazor]

But you are not anymore........

She said softly. She noticed that something was different about him.......his smile was brighter. She loved how he looked at her.

You know, we've been together for a while and we have been through so much......but our bond has not been broken and can never be.......

She smiled and looked into his eyes once again.

[Shade Magus]

Shade let go of all his feas and let his love shine through his eyes as he reached over and wrapped his arms around her.

"I hope not.......not ever......."

[Xazor]

She became lost in his embrace and buried her head in his chest.

I love you.....forever.......

She said softly, letting her love flow to him through the Force...

[Shade Magus]

Shade pulled her closer.

"And always........"

[Xazor]

Xazor now rested her head on Shade's shoulder. Her eyes remained closed as thoughts flowed through her mind. She smiled, and her soul rejoiced at the fact that he was with her once again.....so close........

What made you decide to keep your promise even after you said you couldn't......?

She whispered her question in his ear.

[Shade Magus]

Shade reached up and stroked the back of her hair.

"You.....you did....I could feel you there with me....."

[Xazor]

Xazor smiled and a tear fell from her eye as he ran his fingers through her hair.

I don't know what I would have done if you didn't come back.......

She sighed and pushed the thought from her mind. It didn't happen....he was here. She smiled to herself once agin.

We'll be together forever........

She said softly. The words seemed to glow in her voice as she said them, reflecting the feelings in her heart............

[Shade Magus]

Shade smiiled and looked down at her. he then took her chin in his hand and held up her face to his and bent down to kiss her.

[Xazor]

She closed her eyes and gently kissed him back. Not pulling away at all, she stayed lost in the moment for several minutes.

[Shade Magus]

Shade finally pulled away to breath and looked into her eyes.

"So...why did you wait? I am not complaining or anything because I am not, I love that you waited, but I have heard that people told you to go ahead and move on."

[Xazor]

Xazor smiled for a moment before speaking.

Many people told me to move on with my life, and I did..........but with you in my heart. They told me that you would never return, that I should go on and find someone new....but I couldn't because I love you. There is no one else for me! No matter where or for how long I search, I will never find anyone else because you and I are meant to be together. We're soul mates Shade! That is why I waited......because I listened to my heart and it told me to..........

She said softly as she looked into his eyes. Words could not even scratch the surface of how she felt, and why she stayed....but she tried, and it was the best answer she could give to make him understand....

[Shade Magus]

"Thank you for waiting........I will always be in your debt and you will always be in my heart."

[Xazor]

Xazor smiled brightly at his words.

In my debt? Hmmm......how could you pay me back?

She said with a sly grin. She leaned in a passionatly kissed him. After a minute or so, she pulled back and smiled.

You'll always be in my heart too.......

[Shade Magus]

Shade smiled a sly grin.

"In whatever way you can think of........."

[Xazor]

You know I could have way too much fun with this........

She said softly with a smile. She kissed him once again and then laughed a bit.

I think you should think of the "punishment".......

She said as a smile played on her lips...

[Shade Magus]

Shade looked down and then looked back up[ with a michevious smile on his face.

"You sure that is what you want?"

[Xazor]

She nodded and smiled.

Positive.......

She said as she placed an arm around his neck and waited for him to speak.....

[Shade Magus]

Shade smiled and kissed her.

"I think we will get to that later...."

[Xazor]

Xazor grinned and laughed to herself.

Really.......?

She said in a joking tone.

What shall we do now??

She asked with a smile. Then with a sudden burst, she smiled and blurted out.

Wait!! I know! Your punishment shall be.........eternity with me.....

She laughed and then smiled as she looked into his eyes.

[Shade Magus]

Shade cocked his head as if thinking hard.

"I don't think that would be much of a punishment....more like a pleasurement....."

Shade winked his eye at Xazor.

[Xazor]

Xazor looked down for a moment and giggled slightly. She looked back up and into his eyes with a smile.

Yeah.....I guess you're right......

She said as she pretended to think again.

I guess you're right.......we'll get to that later........

She turned away as she smiled and blushed a bit before looked back at him.

[Shade Magus]

"What do you have to blush about my love?"

[Xazor]

He had caught her by surprise and she looked down at the floor before looking at him.

Nothing! I.....I don't know what you're talking about.......

She said, acting confused. This caused her to blush even more, and now her face was a horrible red. She smiled, trying to cover it up.

[Shade Magus]

Shade pulled Xazor's face close to his and spoke in a hushed voice.

"What is wrong with you all of a sudden?"

[Xazor]

Xazor looked deep into his eyes and calmed herself. She smiled and spoke gently.

Nothing.......I'm alright, really. Just too many thoughts going through my head at once....you know how it goes, I'm sure.......

She smiled once again and kissed him softly and then pulled back just enough to rest her forehead against his, as they had done many times in their past....

[Shade Magus]

Shade bent his neck up and rubbed his nose lightly across Xazor's.

"No...I don't....explain it to me...please!!"

Shade gave her the puppy eyes.

[Xazor]

She smiled slightly as she saw his adorable puppy eyes. He was so cute and irresistable when he did that. She sighed and spoke softly.

Well.......we've been together for a while......and we've been through a lot. Everytime I mention something about us being together forever.....you agree. I talk about that a lot.....did you not notice? Well, like most other people who are in a relationship.....one might take those as........uh.........um.......

She paused and thought of the right words to say without feeling foolish. She knew that whatever she said would not be laughed at by Shade, for afterall, he loved her and it didn't matter how silly she thought she sounded.

It might be taken as a.......hint.......?

She said slowly. She didn't know if he was getting this at all....but she hoped. She closed her eyes a bit, almost wincing, hoping that he would understand......

[Shade Magus]

Shade looked at Xazor and then began to blush.

"Well.....ummmm....yeah I have............been thinking that is..........and....I like what I think......."

[Xazor]

Xazor giggled to herself quietly, but it showed through her eyes. She was not sure if he was thinking about the same thing or not........she saw him blush and then she did too.

I.......uh.......I like what I am thinking also........if it is the same thing you're thinking about.......what are you thinking about?

She asked with a slight grin.

[Shade Magus]

Shade blushed.

"Well.....actually.......I am thinking about two things....you tell me and I'll tell you if it is the same thing I am thinking about."

[Xazor]

Xazor saw him blush and she did so again. Her face was a horrible red, but she didn't care. She giggled to herself and answered him.

Well............I was thinking about.........a wedding.........if that is one of the things you were thinking of.

She put her arms around his neck and looked into his eyes, secretly crossing her fingers behind his back.

And the other thing........well, lets just agree that both of us probably know.

She said, laughing at herself. She kissed his forehead and waited for him to speak, knowing that her answer was.........well, it was pretty blunt. She hoped he wouldn't laugh at her too.....

[Shade Magus]

Shade smiled and slide a few inches back from her.

"You know.....I have a surprise for you.....close your eyes and give me your hand..."

[Xazor]

Xazor closed her eyes and held out her hand as she was told. She smiled brightly and her hand shook a bit, as did the rest of her body.....she was excited yet nervous all at the same time. She sat there and waited.....

[Shade Magus]

Shade took her hand and reached in his pocket. He then took a ring out and slid it on Xazor's hand.

"Yeah...that was what I was thinking about. I want you to have this ring. It was my mother's.........I have been saving it in my pocket for the girl that I would marry...and it seems to be you."

Shade then pulled her close and kissed her gently on the lips.

[Xazor]

Xazor's heart skipped a beat......or two.......and her soul overflowed with joy. She finally felt whole.....completely. She joined him in the gentle kiss, and tears of joy streamed down her soft cheeks. The sweet kiss lasted for a minute or so before she slowly broke for air. She pulled back slightly and looked passionatly into his eyes.

I love you Shade Magus......and to marry you is like a dream that a little girl has. But now......it is my reality.....

She couldn't continue through the happy tears the cascaded to the floor. She embraced him once again, but tighter.....like there was no tomorrow.....

[Shade Magus]

Shade wrapped his arms around her and held her there for a long time until he started patting her back.

"Umm.....Xazor.....Xazor....umm......I need to........breath...and you can't marry a dead man......."

[Xazor]

Xazor suddenly let go and looked at him with a smile.

I am so sorry.......just caught up in the moment...

She laughed at herself and gently played with his hair.

This definatly deserves a celebration. How 'bout it?

She asked with a big grin.




ooc: Wanna start a celebration thread? Sounds like fun.... <img src=http://www.ezboard.com/image/emoticons_classic/smile.gif ALT=":)">

[Shade Magus]

Shade smiled and leaned over to kiss her.

"Yeah...I would think so..."

[Xazor]

Xazor smiled and kissed him back.

Let's get to it then!

She said joyfully. Her smile was brighter now than it had ever been, and eveyone could see that.


ooc: Do you want to start it, or me? Maybe you should start it....

[Shade Magus]

"Ok...umm....I'll get the party ready you just invite them, but don't tell them what it is about...."

Shade smiled and jumped up to run and prepare the party.




OOC: I'll start the celebration thread tomorrow.

[Xazor]

Xazor smiled and rose to her feet. She hugged him once more and kissed his cheek.

Alright! I'll invite EVERYONE!

She said happily.



ooc: Alright, just let me know where.....if you want it in here, or in the LQ, doesn't matter to me. <img src=http://www.ezboard.com/image/emoticons_classic/smile.gif ALT=":)">