Gee. Is this what they call home???

[Matthias Darkstone]

::Matthias entered his room with a feeling of trepidation, not knowing what to expect. He surveyed his surroundings, and dropped his red tote bag in the middle of the floor, rather untidily. He then fell on his bed, and fell asleep.::

[Xazor]

Walking down the hall, Xazor stopped at a door that was slightly cracked open. Peering inside, she saw a red bag on the floor of a bare room. Must bee a new comer...... She thought to herself. She knocked slightly on the door and spoke in a soft voice.

Hello? Is anyone home?

She questioned the one who occupied the room.

[Sia Lan Darkheart]

Sia notices Xazor walking around. Xazor stops infront of a door and looks in. Sia steps into the shadows and uses them to sneek up behind her friend. Sia steps out of the shadows behind Xazor and taps her a bit hard in the spine. Xazor squeels and spins around to see Sia laughing. "you set yourself up for that one." she says.

[Xazor]

Xazor ends her laughing and looks sternly at Sia.

Shhhhh!! I think whoever is in there is sleeping!

She said in a tone unlike her usual. Suddenly, she starts laughing uncontrollably. Poor newcomer, whoever it was, they surely were not sleeping anymore! She continued to laugh for several minutes.

[Matthias Darkstone]

::Matthias pops his head out to notice two visitors at his door, one of which was laughing their head off. He leans against the doorframe, with a smirk.::

Hi, can I help you ladies?

[Xazor]

Xazor stopped laughing at the sound of a man's voice.

Oh, hello! I am sorry if we disturbed you..........actually, I had come to see if everything was alright.....and then my friend here, came and decided to be loud in the hallway.

She sent a light Force push toward Sia, knocking her back a few feet.

My name is Xazor..........who are you?

She asked in a gentle voice.

[Matthias Darkstone]

::Matthias gives a friendly laugh and smiles warmly at her.::

My name is Matthias. What is yours... and do you want to come in?

[Xazor]

Xazor couldn't help but laugh. She had told him her name..........maybe he hadn't heard her.

My name is Xazor.........nice to meet you, Matthias. Sure........I'd love to come in.......

She said in a kind voice. She smiled and stepped forward into his room. It was pretty bare, much like hers was when she first joined the Order.

[Matthias Darkstone]

Don't worry, I won't bite you.

[Xazor]

Xazor smiled amused.

I think I should be saying that to you!

She laughed as she spoke. She stepped all the way into his room, and overcame her fear of meeting new people.

[Matthias Darkstone]

So, can I offer you a drink?

::Matthias moved to his tote bag and pulled out the strongest type of alcohol availiable, and another of soda to calm it down if Xazor didn't want it so strong.::

This do?

[Xazor]

Xazor nodded with a smile.

The stronger, the better......

She laughed slightly as he pulled the drinks out of his bag.

So, where are you from?

She questioned curiously.

[Matthias Darkstone]

I'm from Correlia orriginally. But now, I don't know where. Here is my home now.

[Xazor]

Xazor smiled. She had heard many things about Corellia, but had never actually been there.

I am from the planet Cysaria. It's on the outer rim of the galaxy.

She was not to proud to speak that name, but thought it rude to ask of another's information without giving back some of her own.

[Matthias Darkstone]

::Matthias nod's, seeing her discomfort.::

Not something you wish to talk of, huh? That's understandable. We all have thing's like that we like to not talk of.

OOC: Uhm, i won't be around next week due to school retreat, so I'll talk to you again next Thursday! See you later and spread the word! (To Shade) Have fun! And don't miss me!

[Xazor]

Xazor smiled lightly.

I will tell you more.......if you wish. I cannot hide behind my past.......and that happens to be a major part of it.

She sighed and smiled more this time.




ooc: Okay, I will let him know. I'll try not to miss you too much! ;) Have fun and see ya next Thursday! <img src=http://www.ezboard.com/image/emoticons_classic/smile.gif ALT=":)">

[Matthias Darkstone]

I understand.

:: he sat down in the middle of the floor, his legs crossed and chin resting in his hands.::

You can if you want to, but i won't force it.

OOC: I'm back! Hiya!

[Xazor]

Xazor nodded and sat in front of him. With a smile she continued.

When I was just a baby, I was taken away from my parents and handed over to the Highest Lord of the Siths on the planet of Cysaria. It was a major branch of the Sith Empire and the main population was Sith. His name was Xander Kama......but I was only allowed to call him Master or......Father. His guards and those below him always referred to him as Sith Master Lord Kama.......but I was not allowed to call him that, ever. Growing up, he began training me in the ways of the darkside at an extremely young age. I proved very unique to him......he said that I was one of a kind and had a special gift. As I grew in the darkside and the Force became stronger in me, I progressed to the status of Sith Warrior and then on to Sith Warrior Knight. It was a great honor.......though I killed many to get there. Innocent people......I looked right into their faces and took their lives.....their very souls I consumed. I was awarded, one year, for having proved most valuable to the Empire. I recieved the Mark of the Most High.......a sort of tattoo that is encrypted in your skin.......in your blood. You are unable to remove it. If you acquire a wound over it.......the wound will heal and no scar will be left......only the mark.

She pulled down the left side of her robes and exposed the mark to him. Above and below were two massive scars from battles. She had gotten one right across the tattoo.......but it had disappeared. She sighed and continued.

My Sith Master often spoke of our "enemy" the Jedi. I learned some about them and decided I wanted to know more. There was a yearning in my heart that I didn't understand.........I felt drawn by the Force. I bought several books about the Jedi and kept them in my room to read. The Sith guards did occasional room checks and one day I entered in to find my Sith Master waiting for me. He threw the book at me and scolded me. He knew it was in my heart to be a Jedi. He knew that I found out that what I was doing was very wrong........and that I wished to leave. He threw me to my knees and threatened to kill me for what I had done.........so he raised his saber above my head, but instead, he slashed it hard across my right bicept and stormed out of my room with the words, "You shall always be aware of my presence and that of my kind". It was chilling. That night, I packed lightly and snuck out to his X-Wing Fighter. I flew out on it, untraced.......so I thought. The flight was long and I didn't know where I was going.....but something led me here and I believe it was the Force. Now with my past behind me, I live as a Jedi. I do not use anger or feel agression toward any. My Sith Master did come back and attack me here at the GJO.....but I had several defending me and he never got away with it. Justice is being brought to him at present.

She said with a slight smile. She shifted her weight and moved her legs so that she was sitting indian style. Resting her head on her hands, she looked up at Matthias and smiled.

My past is dark........but my future is blinding with light.

She said, confidence ringing through her voice.

[Matthias Darkstone]

::Matthias looked at her, not really knowing what to say. He felt great admiration towards Xazor, for being able to speak out in that way. He never could, and seeing someone being able to do that, gave him a flash of courage and inspiration. He looked up at Xazor with a face of mixed emotion.::

I admire you for your bravery.
Did you ever find your parents again?

::His thoughts turned to the one he lost long ago _was it so long ago?_ and he shook her out of his mind. But shouldn't he tell someone? Instead of dwelling upon it so?::

[Matthias Darkstone]

::Matthias thought he'd do so anyway::
I lost my twin sister 4 years ago, and have been trying to find a new life to begin ever since. I seek no revenge upon the Dark Jedi, but want to join the Light side to try and retain peace and order. i believe that violence isn't the way to fight battles, but if it is really necessary.
From a young age I'd learned to hack into computers, break into places, and to act as someone else/impersonate people easily. But I never killed anyone, unless I really had to. My sister though...
We also were separated from our parents at birth, and were trained by a woman whom we grew up thinking was our mother. She trained us in these ways, but I never really approved of them, although they were fun at times.

::Matthias laughed to himself and looked up at Xazor.::

I feel glad now, though. being able to talk to someone.

[Xazor]

Xazor smiled lightly and then it fadded when he spoke of her parents.

No........I never did find them. I have heard many a great things about them.........and I have strange dreams, but I never did find them. I have been looking, though.......still coming up with nothing. Someday, we shall find one another, though.......I know it.

She said confidently. She didn't feel afraid of wearing her heart and thoughts on her sleeve......she was used to it now, and felt better after telling such deep things to someone.

[Matthias Darkstone]

::Matthias gave her a sympathetic smile::

Of course you will. Never lose faith of it.

[Xazor]

Xazor nodded and forced a smile.

I won't........though at times........I wish I could. I know that I cannot, though......

She said quietly.

[Matthias Darkstone]

Nobody can stop you from having what you want, and nobody can stop you from yearning. Its hard, but you learn to live with it.

::He gave Xazor a supportive smile.::

[Xazor]

She nodded and smiled.

Yes, nothing can stand in the way of the willing.......

She said with confidence.

[Matthias Darkstone]

No, it can't. Once you give up though... that's the hardest thing of all....

[Matthias Darkstone]

especially if you've lost someone you know you'll never see again....

[Matthias Darkstone]

Melendrin...::he whispered:: why did i fail you so??

[Xazor]

Xazor was a bit confused now.

What's wrong.......?

She asked quietly.

[Matthias Darkstone]

::Matthias looked up.::

oops, you heard that? Sorry

::He saw her disturbed look.::

I'm sorry, It's nothing, really.

[Xazor]

Xazor shrugged a bit, a look of concern on her face.

If you do not wish to talk about it, that's alright.......but I'm here to listen if you do..........

She said softly.

[Matthias Darkstone]

I lost my twin sister a few years ago... and someone here reminds me of her.

[Xazor]

And would her name happen to be Azhure? You guys look an aweful lot alike......

She said as she looked down at the floor for a moment and thought.

[Matthias Darkstone]

Mmmhm. It is actually...

[Matthias Darkstone]

But i don't want to hope too much if it isn't. Because it can't be her. Not at all. I heard her cry of pain, saw her lifes blood draining out from her body, her eyes closing for the last time, before i fell unconcious... blood and violence don't mix with me.

::He poured himself a drink, and handed another to Xazor, plus a pastry cake he'd made.::

Here, you can eat this if you like. it's an old correlian recipe. Melendrin and i always used to make these on our birthday visits to Endor Moon...
But i can never go back there, in fear of too many memories thogh.
::He smiled to himself and took a bite, and made face. He grabbed the other out of Xazor's hand before she had a chance to eat of it.::

Rats, wrong recipe...

::He opened the window and threw them out.::

[Xazor]

Xazor looked curiously at Matthias as he tossed the pastry out the window.

Many things are not as they appear........it is possible that, sometimes though some seem dead.....they are very much alive......

She said quietly as she recalled the case of Marcus Q'Dunn and the whole Darth Turbogeek episode. She sighed heavily, wishing she could speak of such things.

[Matthias Darkstone]

mmm...something's on your mind. Care to talk about it?

[Xazor]

Xazor shook her head.

As vow to a friend I cannot.....but I want you to know that though sometimes one might appear lost forever.....they might not be. All things are possible through the Force.......

She said softly.

[Matthias Darkstone]

But why wouldn't she be dead? I heard, and saw, her die. She can't be alive!

::Matthias said this defiantly, with a flash of pain running through his body.::

[Xazor]

Xazor gently placed her hands on his shoulders and looked right into his eyes.

I understand how you feel, and I know what you saw........I am just telling you not to give up hope, for as lost and gone as one might appear......even to the point of death.......miracles happen by will of the Force.....do not end your search with a memory....continue it with a new hope.

She said softly, hoping he would understand.....

[Matthias Darkstone]

I only hope it will, it will be better than living with the guilt of having lost her...

[Xazor]

I think it will.....I can feel it.

She said with a bright smile. That was something Xazor was working on lately, her Seer abilities. She could see things that other people couldn't and decided to exbound on that.

[Matthias Darkstone]

Care to elaborate that? Do you really think it's her, because i do have a nagging feeling....

[Xazor]

What does your heart tell you?

She asked softly looking into his eyes.

[Matthias Darkstone]

I think it is her...

[Xazor]

Xazor smiled gently with a nod.

Then it is...

She was confident in her words and confident in his feelings. She had seen it before...siblings or lovers seperated and thought one or the other was dead...but it wasn't so. This time was no exception...

[Azhure Darkstone]

OOC: the dude playing matt has run outta net credit and needs to refill the money to come back online soon so I dont know how long it'll be. laterz, tea`