Marcus Telcontar
Mar 21st, 2002, 01:11:18 AM
In the last couple of weeks, I have been very carefully reconsidering what I am doing here and why I am here.
You know, I'm not the most liked person here, but that doesnt bother me. I do crap flood a bit and also make I do troll now and then to get a laugh, but that really about as far as i like goign. I love writing, I love creating things from my mind and putting them down. I love meeting people and just chatting. Yeah, I'm narky, but that's more becuase I do have some OOC pressures. I have a hefty mortgage ($250,000), let alone food to put on the table (which I generally have not much more than a few cans of soup), I have a wife and three cats I love to bits and it's hard when I cant feed them the way I would like. Its hard not being able to really treat your wife and epressing - especially as I'm very well paid. God knows how we would cope with children.
So anyway, I think, why am I here?
1) Cause I like writing
2) I like the way I get to laugh when something genuinely witty comes about
3) I love just writing
4) I get away from the pressures of life
So I like being here, I really do. Now in the past I have made the mistake of getting entangled in OOC BS - but I now really hope that is over with. Now, I'm not writing well right now, but that's okay, I am doing it cause I want to and I know when I get a bit clearer in the head, my writing will approach the standard it once did. My wife certain can outrite me right now, but doesnt worry me. I' like reading it too. I like reading Holly's stuff too and Charleys god knows how many characters. Believe it or not, I try to read everything
Cause I see some good stuf and I will follow threads if I like them.
So to me, this is a cool place. Sure, there is a buit of bickering, but if it's cleared over... well, does it matter? what it means people care and are interested. Maybe sometimes a bit too much, but hey, not like I am innocent of that, am I?
So anyway, to my distress and I must admit disgust, I hear rumours and then.... well... I'll get to the point. I had a think at work today. And a bit of music listening to help think. And this is what I decided..
I dont want to know about the OOC nonsense. Go away. Dont involve me, dont tell me. Everyone. I'm not pointing out anyone, cause there have been any number in the last month. I'm not interested in the fights and arguments, I dont want to be dragged in and I dont care if someone is out to get me - grow up if you are and ---- off if there is. Geez, get a life will ya? There's more important things to worry about that if the Boogeyman DT is about. IF you dont like me that much.... set me to ignore and dont come near the GJO, got it?
So, as I said, dont talk to me about any OOC problems, I aint going to fix them and nor do I care. And I seriously suggest that if you are that fixated about OOC junk - leave and dont come back.
CAUSE QUITE BASICALLY YOU ARE RUINING IT FOR THE PEOPLE LIKE ME WHO HAVE MADE A DECISION TO PUT THAT BEHIND THEM, STAY HERE AND JUST HAVE FUN.
I have no power here and thank the Force for that. But I have my words and with these words I stay if you cant forgive and forget the past, then get the hell out of here. Yes, i'm feeling that strongly now, cause I have really begin to rekindle my love of roleplaying and frankly I'm not goign to allow some completely stupid BS wreck it for me a second time.
Have I made myself clear? You wanna have some fun? Fine, lets do it. Who up for a good Star Wars Roleplay? Anyone?
You know, I'm not the most liked person here, but that doesnt bother me. I do crap flood a bit and also make I do troll now and then to get a laugh, but that really about as far as i like goign. I love writing, I love creating things from my mind and putting them down. I love meeting people and just chatting. Yeah, I'm narky, but that's more becuase I do have some OOC pressures. I have a hefty mortgage ($250,000), let alone food to put on the table (which I generally have not much more than a few cans of soup), I have a wife and three cats I love to bits and it's hard when I cant feed them the way I would like. Its hard not being able to really treat your wife and epressing - especially as I'm very well paid. God knows how we would cope with children.
So anyway, I think, why am I here?
1) Cause I like writing
2) I like the way I get to laugh when something genuinely witty comes about
3) I love just writing
4) I get away from the pressures of life
So I like being here, I really do. Now in the past I have made the mistake of getting entangled in OOC BS - but I now really hope that is over with. Now, I'm not writing well right now, but that's okay, I am doing it cause I want to and I know when I get a bit clearer in the head, my writing will approach the standard it once did. My wife certain can outrite me right now, but doesnt worry me. I' like reading it too. I like reading Holly's stuff too and Charleys god knows how many characters. Believe it or not, I try to read everything
Cause I see some good stuf and I will follow threads if I like them.
So to me, this is a cool place. Sure, there is a buit of bickering, but if it's cleared over... well, does it matter? what it means people care and are interested. Maybe sometimes a bit too much, but hey, not like I am innocent of that, am I?
So anyway, to my distress and I must admit disgust, I hear rumours and then.... well... I'll get to the point. I had a think at work today. And a bit of music listening to help think. And this is what I decided..
I dont want to know about the OOC nonsense. Go away. Dont involve me, dont tell me. Everyone. I'm not pointing out anyone, cause there have been any number in the last month. I'm not interested in the fights and arguments, I dont want to be dragged in and I dont care if someone is out to get me - grow up if you are and ---- off if there is. Geez, get a life will ya? There's more important things to worry about that if the Boogeyman DT is about. IF you dont like me that much.... set me to ignore and dont come near the GJO, got it?
So, as I said, dont talk to me about any OOC problems, I aint going to fix them and nor do I care. And I seriously suggest that if you are that fixated about OOC junk - leave and dont come back.
CAUSE QUITE BASICALLY YOU ARE RUINING IT FOR THE PEOPLE LIKE ME WHO HAVE MADE A DECISION TO PUT THAT BEHIND THEM, STAY HERE AND JUST HAVE FUN.
I have no power here and thank the Force for that. But I have my words and with these words I stay if you cant forgive and forget the past, then get the hell out of here. Yes, i'm feeling that strongly now, cause I have really begin to rekindle my love of roleplaying and frankly I'm not goign to allow some completely stupid BS wreck it for me a second time.
Have I made myself clear? You wanna have some fun? Fine, lets do it. Who up for a good Star Wars Roleplay? Anyone?