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Marcus QDunn
Sep 17th, 2001, 06:45:28 PM
A year ago, a defining roleplay was finished. It had as it's subjects love and sorrow at passing. It was called Learning to Cry and it is still one of the best, if not the best roleplays anywhere. It's end had what I up to then regarded as my best post.

Unfortunantly, it also finished me off as a roleplayer. Burnout or something, I dont know. But I just didnt want to write on. But there was always more to the story, there were ideas and plans that I always wanted to run with, especially the central illusion that I've based myself on.

The first part of this was when I had to go on a eight week road trip. I re-evaluated what I was doing, took one look at Turbogeek and shot him. Buried, over, I wanted a fresh start. I was going to do that anyway, but I just said screw it and changed the timeline. In all of this, I shelved Dark Fury, but I kept the storyline.

Enter Hunter, a fresh start. And a change to my storyline. Some ideas were pushed forward, other back. Still, I wasn't really roleplaying. Even the Roleplay challenge didn't really work, although that began to bring myself back where I wanted to be. The problem was that I work best teamed up with others - I had isolated myself, the old crowd I worked with were gone.

The Jeseth had a chat with me. I was never going to bring back Turbogeek, but he proved most persuasive. Thence the second clone came into being. That basically set off a chain of communication, that lead me beginning to work with Lady De'ville / inventing Arya Ravenwing. Then there was Jyanis, and the defection. Having some fun playing DT as a moron. Introducing the fact Hunter wasn't what he seemed.

And discovered Roleplay could be fun again.

Arya and I worked out the framework to a roleplay, what was intended to be a four way joust of about 100 posts, involving Arya, DT, Tohmahawk and Jyanis. In the process, they both somehow understood the Hunter storyline and what I wanted to achieve. Helped writing it down, as this was a two year old concept that had never been committed to writing, it was always only in my mind. Idea sessions, planning. Found the right theme song, I played it over and over to get a feel, to understand. The roleplay was going to be called Can you see who I am. The original post WAS titled that. I didn¡¦t think Sick Cycle Carosel was going to work. Well, after getting a few others in on it, it began to work. It opened with a blinder of a post. Ideas came and some parts changed, were deleted. Pierce Tondry asked to join. It became a story of finding who you are, of making a stand for what you believed in. Learning to Cry was an ending. Sick Cycle Carosel was about a Beginning.

At about post 78, we all realised we were, as a group creating something special, especially as to our amazement we realised people were actually reading this thing. And ENJOYING IT. You know how much of a kick that was and just inspired, well me anyway, to do better? Then came the revelations, the plot switches, the twists and turns.

Well, it's now over and I'd like to publicly thank the following people for joining what I fully believe has been the best roleplay I have seen or been in by a long shot. Oddly enough, it's a year to the day since Learning to Cry finished. Which I personally regarded as the best until now. Not anymore, not by a long shot

What was seen in SCC was the culmination of two years of planning, ideas, arguments, fast idea changes and scripts. I had originally thought I was going to do that in a Dark Fury type story, but to be honest, I doubt I ever want to revisit Dark Fury for a long time.

Anyway, mad props to the following -

Jeseth for talking me back into running a Darth Turbogeek character again. I was never originally going to reprise DT, but he talked real well. He also had the effect of drawing me back in Roleplay again. Thanks mate!

The main partner in crime, Arya. I enjoyed the planning, the twists and turns and the jokes over AIM. One day we should post a SCC outtakes form the forum we planned this from. Thank you very much, your a brilliant roleplayer

Pierce - Added something special. Damn your good.

Jyanis - Dont undersell yourself. Again was in on this from the beginning. Much appreciated

Elieen - Love you lady and I am going to get you back for pulling those two fast ones on me

And to all those who joined in in some way -Yog, Hera, Gurney, Nathan West (who was also in on it from the beginning), Liam Jinn, Beldarine, thanks muchly :)

And thanks to everyone who AIM'ed or emailed me telling me how much they enjoyed reading. You kept us going.

* Bows *

pub2.ezboard.com/fswvstit...3823.topic (http://pub2.ezboard.com/fswvstitanicstarwarsroleplayingarchive.showMessage ?topicID=3823.topic) - if aint read it, set aside a few days. You wont regret it

Hope everyone else enjoyed it too. Comment away if you like now :)

ReaperFett
Sep 17th, 2001, 06:55:25 PM
too short









j/k :)

Not read it all yet (I wanted to set a few hours aside, wait till it ended), but what I have read is top notch

Sorsha Kasajian
Sep 17th, 2001, 08:08:58 PM
You know, it's really bad form to describe you're own writing as "defining". I don't mean to attack you, but it sounds incredibly pompous to push your own work.

I understand the nature of RP on the boards is defined by writing, and its very difficult for us Role-Players who are weak writers to keep our heads above water.

I'll shut up now. :(

ReaperFett
Sep 17th, 2001, 08:16:10 PM
nothing wrong with confidence. The confident writers are the best writers. As that thread displays well

Sorsha Kasajian
Sep 17th, 2001, 08:20:43 PM
:( sigh. Just forget what I said.

:: hides ::

Jeseth Cloak
Sep 17th, 2001, 08:25:21 PM
;; Drags her out of hiding. ;; :p

I don't think you're a weak writer at all. I actually think you're pretty good. Maybe you don't write up 2 or 3 paragraphs for every single post you make, but that doesn't make you a bad writer, it just means you're to-the-point, which I like... and even I'm sometimes not in the mood to go into detail about stuff. It doesn't mean my writing is bad (at least I hope it isn't!), it just means that I don't feel the need to write more than I have to to get my point across... :)
Thanks mate!You're welcome. I'm actually glad that I got a chance to talk to you and pull you back into the twisted web of RPing! I remember when we first met, we really didn't get along well at all, and for a while we were at pretty bad odds with eachother, but it goes to show that sitting down and talking actually does help sometimes.

Mad props for finnishing SSC. It's really great stuff. :)

Kitty McQuade
Sep 17th, 2001, 08:52:53 PM
I'm sorry.

I've always felt daunted by all the "Writers" here at SWFans. I try to create, but I've always felt trapped by the limitations of my writing. I'll see threads like this one and I feel tiny, and I want to hide. Sometimes I feel like I'm not really a part of this RP universe at all.

Nichos Marr
Sep 17th, 2001, 09:04:43 PM
I've always felt daunted by all the "Writers" here at SWFans. I try to create, but I've always felt trapped by the limitations of my writing. I'll see threads like this one and I feel tiny, and I want to hide. Sometimes I feel like I'm not really a part of this RP universe at all.

Unfortunately, I know these feelings all too well as of late. It's beginning to affect my self confidence and my roleplaying. <img src=http://www.ezboard.com/intl/aenglish/images/emoticons/ohwell.gif ALT=":\">

Rock
Sep 17th, 2001, 09:05:11 PM
Kitty, I feel like that too sometimes, but then I find myself in the middle of a huge RP, such as Even Angels Fall, and forget it all.

Nupraptor
Sep 17th, 2001, 09:23:35 PM
Kitty... When will you belive me when I say that you're one of the best we got? Heck, you're leaps and bounds better than I. :p

Kitty McQuade
Sep 17th, 2001, 09:29:47 PM
<img src=http://www.ezboard.com/intl/aenglish/images/emoticons/embarassed.gif ALT=":o"> !!!

Force Master Hunter
Sep 17th, 2001, 09:37:43 PM
Yes, I felt the same for a good year too.


What, that surprises you? Did anyone work out why I didnt DO anything for who knows how long? Do you think I cant look at what Pierce, De'ville and even my own wife writes and wonder how the hell I compete with that?

The fact is, you dont compete. How can you? I write flatulence to hide sometimes I dont have a clue what to do. I'm long winded and I believe normally boring to read as a result. I also cant do a thing without working off someone else.

This post was to acknowledge who put a shitload of work into this roleplay. I, or anyone could never ever produce somethign like this alone.

Personally, I read what Pierce writes and I cringe. He's good. Much better than I am. But in the end, who do I write for?

Myself. I do it because I want to. Not you, not anyone else. I really dont care what others think. I appreciate the fact that SCC went down well and others think it was good stuff and I say that was well appreciated.

But in the end, you do what you want to do. You write your own way, you do things the way you want to. You please yourself.

I'm nothing more than an amateur hack and that stopped me for a long time. But what brings me back is that Roleplay is a lot of fun, I enjoy it and I love working with other people from different groups to see what can be done.

the last simple fact is something Jeseth said - we didnt like each other sometime ago. But we buried that and set about to have fun.

If there is one thing I take away is the fact that I have made some good friends out of this.

And aint that the real point of being here?

Sanis Prent
Sep 17th, 2001, 09:40:11 PM
Same here...I sometimes wish I had your clarity of thought on things. I can get mucked and befuddled in stupid crap, but you can consistently RP very well.

Liam Jinn
Sep 17th, 2001, 09:46:44 PM
I feel my posts were so out of place in that thread, I mean anyone who read it should know what I mean. But it's over, sadly, and I liked what I read from others. :)

Sasseeri Reeouurra
Sep 18th, 2001, 02:45:52 AM
Well, this isn't LD's name, or even Arya...but it IS LD honest. :)

Sorsha, I've been meaning to get in touch with you anyway. I'm interesting in hashing out an RP with you soon, with De'Ville. I think you're a great RPer, and the most intimidating female character on the boards. Honest. *shrinks away in fear* That little altercation we had at Ogre's had me cringing in the corner. Okay, it wasn't that bad.

But I'm still interested in working with ya, send me a PM or something...or AIM me at HollieBelle2 :)

As to SCC...thank GOD its over! Nah, I'm sad its over, it was good to work with so many people like that. I really really enjoyed myself. And I got to kick people's asses. WOOHOOO!

I never get to do that in real life. I may have more comments later....right now my brain is fried. Go to GJO for the cast party! :)