Jedah Lynch
Jul 7th, 2001, 07:35:56 PM
Part 1.
Beginners Light.
The pain in his arms would not go away, no matter how high he climbed the stench flowed all around him, the vile odor clogged his throat and nostrils in a bid to make him choke upon the reality of the situation. Surely if he climbed so high he would leave that foul stench behind. His finger nails were cracked and chipped, patches of skin on his hands ripped and cracked from the long journey and yet he would not give up. Several times he almost lost his footing but he did not dare to fall into the abyss below or else all would be lost, he had a duty to accomplish, nothing would stop him from it. Only would this damned stench end would he be grateful.
At long last his hand touched ground and he hauled himself free of the long climb, now he stood upon a hill top free of the gruesome eyes that stared lifelessly at him during the climb, he would not have to stare at the faces of the young and innocent murdered who were slaughtered like pigs and left to rot in the scorching days twin suns. A sound rustled behind him, as he turned he saw the creature, the killer for the first time, his hand instinctively went for the lightsaber clipped to his belt but it was far too late. The creatures hand raked his stomach tearing a deep gash that spilled his blood and threatened to spill the contents of his stomach. The last thing he remembered as the wind screeched all around him was being tossed off the hill top to crash upon the score of other lifeless bodies piled around the hill atop of each other. Now he too would join the landscape of the dead.
It had been the same dream, the same nightmare that had plagued him for a month. His eyes looked warily around the room he was in, all around him sat other passengers, the woman beside him tucked in her child and smiled as the child reached out to grab her fingers and laughed. So free, so free of the reality where often life was cruel and unjust to ones as innocent as him. How long had he fought against the forces of darkness that never seemed to go away? It had not been that long, it could not be. His past was a blur, a maze of darkness that he could never find his way out of, he had been told in time it would come back to him and he took trust in the soothing words that eased his state of mind. Still it was at the back of his mind and that worried him.
Such thoughts were not wise and often lead one down the pathway of darkness, it might be his own downfall if he was not careful. He would remember his teachings and meditate, the practices would rest his wary spirits and give him faith it would be all right, everything would turn out for the better good. All that was pure and just would win out over the evil and hate that cloaked the hearts of men and women. He believed that, he had to believe that.
Beside him the mother had fallen asleep yet the child still stared around looking at whatever amused it at that tender age of innocence. Its eyes followed anything that moved, then as he shifted in his seat it looked up at him and smiled as it laughed in its voice. He looked down at it, into the eyes of innocence and wondered how long would the reality of things keep this child happy, if it would be so kind to spare it the hardships of life that followed so many and drove others to deeds of hate and rage. It was his last thought before he drifted off to sleep for several hours.
The trip had gone smoothly enough, and after landing in the space port he had caught a shuttle down to the planets surface. It would have been easier and faster to have a private craft take him there, one had been offered to him however he enjoyed traveling with those he sought to help, seeing them....seeing how they laughed and found joy filled him with happiness that never failed to rekindle his hopes for a better tomorrow. With their nature of goodwill they proved they were worth the long battles, the hard life and the personal pain that sometimes went with it. Still he understood of the dark side that lurked in the shadows and what they threatened.
Walking throughout the city he looked around taking in the sights as children ran past him laughing chasing one another. Did he play such games when he was younger he wondered. In his brown robes he appeared to be another traveler no special than any other but the reality behind him was much different. Not that he wanted it so, if he had chosen....if he had been given that right he would be living a simple life helping others, instead he had abilities many did not have. With that came a responsibility and power that had to be controlled and tempered with a discipline honed into an art form that became a permanent lifestyle of well maintained balance.
"Mister...can I have some money?"
The timid voice caught his attention as he looked down to his side to see a small girl holding out two hands. Her face and clothes were matted over with mud, a street child. Had she been so carelessly tossed away? Had her parents died and she left with no one to care for her? He produced several credits and handed it to her, wanting to ask her. To see if he could help but before he could she smiled and said her thanks before running off into the crowds. This pained him, people were never meant.....should not have to live in unhealthy conditions in rat infested alleys or homes with little hope. In a universe that could shelter all of its own the charity was simply not there.
Through several more streets were he was asked by more beggars for money he thought of why he was here, to reinstate order where lately chaos and darkness that gotten a foothold in. For these people who could turn on him if it was to benefit them and their ambitions he would fight this evil. For those that could kill him he would only attempt to save them. Anything else was unthinkable to him.
Coming around the turn he saw the house he was appointed to stay in for the next few days. Compared to the Jedi quarters back on the home world it was nothing special but then he had not lived with luxuries either seeing many unneeded items of life an obstacle or deterrent to that which really mattered. Trudging though the puddles that his boots stepped in he walked up the chipped stone steps and knocked upon the door three times. A blonde hair woman opened the door and looked at him.
"Yes?"
"Greetings, I'am from the Jedi Order here to help out with the local problems, I do believe you were expecting me miss."
"Yes of course! Come on, you must have had a long trip, your room is prepared but may I ask your name?"
Walking in and turning around as he removed the brown hood from his head he smiled at her.
"My name is Jedah, what's your name?"
Beginners Light.
The pain in his arms would not go away, no matter how high he climbed the stench flowed all around him, the vile odor clogged his throat and nostrils in a bid to make him choke upon the reality of the situation. Surely if he climbed so high he would leave that foul stench behind. His finger nails were cracked and chipped, patches of skin on his hands ripped and cracked from the long journey and yet he would not give up. Several times he almost lost his footing but he did not dare to fall into the abyss below or else all would be lost, he had a duty to accomplish, nothing would stop him from it. Only would this damned stench end would he be grateful.
At long last his hand touched ground and he hauled himself free of the long climb, now he stood upon a hill top free of the gruesome eyes that stared lifelessly at him during the climb, he would not have to stare at the faces of the young and innocent murdered who were slaughtered like pigs and left to rot in the scorching days twin suns. A sound rustled behind him, as he turned he saw the creature, the killer for the first time, his hand instinctively went for the lightsaber clipped to his belt but it was far too late. The creatures hand raked his stomach tearing a deep gash that spilled his blood and threatened to spill the contents of his stomach. The last thing he remembered as the wind screeched all around him was being tossed off the hill top to crash upon the score of other lifeless bodies piled around the hill atop of each other. Now he too would join the landscape of the dead.
It had been the same dream, the same nightmare that had plagued him for a month. His eyes looked warily around the room he was in, all around him sat other passengers, the woman beside him tucked in her child and smiled as the child reached out to grab her fingers and laughed. So free, so free of the reality where often life was cruel and unjust to ones as innocent as him. How long had he fought against the forces of darkness that never seemed to go away? It had not been that long, it could not be. His past was a blur, a maze of darkness that he could never find his way out of, he had been told in time it would come back to him and he took trust in the soothing words that eased his state of mind. Still it was at the back of his mind and that worried him.
Such thoughts were not wise and often lead one down the pathway of darkness, it might be his own downfall if he was not careful. He would remember his teachings and meditate, the practices would rest his wary spirits and give him faith it would be all right, everything would turn out for the better good. All that was pure and just would win out over the evil and hate that cloaked the hearts of men and women. He believed that, he had to believe that.
Beside him the mother had fallen asleep yet the child still stared around looking at whatever amused it at that tender age of innocence. Its eyes followed anything that moved, then as he shifted in his seat it looked up at him and smiled as it laughed in its voice. He looked down at it, into the eyes of innocence and wondered how long would the reality of things keep this child happy, if it would be so kind to spare it the hardships of life that followed so many and drove others to deeds of hate and rage. It was his last thought before he drifted off to sleep for several hours.
The trip had gone smoothly enough, and after landing in the space port he had caught a shuttle down to the planets surface. It would have been easier and faster to have a private craft take him there, one had been offered to him however he enjoyed traveling with those he sought to help, seeing them....seeing how they laughed and found joy filled him with happiness that never failed to rekindle his hopes for a better tomorrow. With their nature of goodwill they proved they were worth the long battles, the hard life and the personal pain that sometimes went with it. Still he understood of the dark side that lurked in the shadows and what they threatened.
Walking throughout the city he looked around taking in the sights as children ran past him laughing chasing one another. Did he play such games when he was younger he wondered. In his brown robes he appeared to be another traveler no special than any other but the reality behind him was much different. Not that he wanted it so, if he had chosen....if he had been given that right he would be living a simple life helping others, instead he had abilities many did not have. With that came a responsibility and power that had to be controlled and tempered with a discipline honed into an art form that became a permanent lifestyle of well maintained balance.
"Mister...can I have some money?"
The timid voice caught his attention as he looked down to his side to see a small girl holding out two hands. Her face and clothes were matted over with mud, a street child. Had she been so carelessly tossed away? Had her parents died and she left with no one to care for her? He produced several credits and handed it to her, wanting to ask her. To see if he could help but before he could she smiled and said her thanks before running off into the crowds. This pained him, people were never meant.....should not have to live in unhealthy conditions in rat infested alleys or homes with little hope. In a universe that could shelter all of its own the charity was simply not there.
Through several more streets were he was asked by more beggars for money he thought of why he was here, to reinstate order where lately chaos and darkness that gotten a foothold in. For these people who could turn on him if it was to benefit them and their ambitions he would fight this evil. For those that could kill him he would only attempt to save them. Anything else was unthinkable to him.
Coming around the turn he saw the house he was appointed to stay in for the next few days. Compared to the Jedi quarters back on the home world it was nothing special but then he had not lived with luxuries either seeing many unneeded items of life an obstacle or deterrent to that which really mattered. Trudging though the puddles that his boots stepped in he walked up the chipped stone steps and knocked upon the door three times. A blonde hair woman opened the door and looked at him.
"Yes?"
"Greetings, I'am from the Jedi Order here to help out with the local problems, I do believe you were expecting me miss."
"Yes of course! Come on, you must have had a long trip, your room is prepared but may I ask your name?"
Walking in and turning around as he removed the brown hood from his head he smiled at her.
"My name is Jedah, what's your name?"